"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Monday, January 24, 2011, 1/24/2011 09:41:00 PM
and so i'm alive.well, technically i've been living for the past 26 odd years just that the lazy cells are so strong they have been taking over my weak state of writing for...ever. such a bunch of lame shit and only i'm capable of writing this out and not feel any remorse.
so we are now 24 days into 2011, how have your days and nights been?
being the true blue workaholic that I am, of course I spent most of them working and working. i like to jam packed my life with family, friends, trying to snag a date or two and work. note, i don't balance, i like to do some excessively then i balance out then i indulge then i over-indulge, you get the drift. it's a vicious cycle, life out there. just grabs you by your balls and it depends if you like pain or pleasure.
think s & m style. or again, maybe not. sibei gross.
so besides my full time work as an acct service personnel who has to get sales, maintain her current accounts, collect payment, manage her operations, her management team and deal with clients (local by day, foreign by night), i still manage to work together with my best buddy, towkay neo for an upcoming event, it happens on a sunday so yay work overload.
but i secretly like being busy, i complain like shit but it's like a drug - guilty pleasure.
anyway. so the past times i've been missing, let's see:
1) been to 4 countries - work and vacation within a span of 2 months, it's similar to a taste of living the high life and air-stewardess - KL, NEW YORK, INDONESIA and SHANGHAI. god, i love shanghai - i'll try to drop my 4 months of China or 10 days of New York whenever I can, if my goldfish memory don't fail me.
2) i still have amazing friends despite me bitching, griping, bailing, failing, snaring, gnarling. i love you guys and we are all moving forward aren't we. marriages, pregnancy, promotions, new job scope, new house, new partner, future plans etc we just don't stop. and whatever you guys do, you know i'm here. just some pre-booking need to be made in advance that's all. BUT YOU KNOW I'M HERE. always, 24/7. old friends, please, awesome app that ever come out called WHATSAPP. wazzaaaa.
3) my family's good - parents being parents, think my parents secretly scared being old, start using lifting cream, exercising more, but i love them for being hip and open and acceptance of me cursing at home, sailor moon style of course. but i tell you, they are like teenagers, if they eat too full then eat again, then they will push here push there until i'm like knn stop it. damn teenagers.
btw, poor girls who think eating bust enhancement biscuits will help them. sigh. like seriously. and i have not taken any diet enhancing pills or drinks or meals my whole life, not worth losing my liver or kidney to.
4) entertainment: i miss reading, i want to pick up the habit once more of reading, i remembered my record was 36 books in 1 year, now it's like 10 books in 1 year, such atrociously low number. i also want to keep up with my habit of watching plays, musicals etc, tap into my arty farty side, whatever that's left of it. i vant to be a nerd because it's what inside that counts.
oh, as i grow older i love trashy music. like those auto-tune, club beats. i like to think i'm more diverse but actually that's all what the music industry is churning out these days. i mean who can dislike enrique ft ludacris "tonight i'm fucking you"?! LOVE.
i like my beats and bass down low.
i can think of some things that beat and some low (coughs hung coughs) items.
shout-outs to towkay neo who actually knows i am going to watch the green hornet for seth rogen, not jay chou. u know why he's my best friend.
