Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
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a wise man once said "always try to step out of your comfort zone and go into the learning zone"
actually that wise man was my ex teacher, and he has moved on to greener pastures.
comfort zone : great colleagues, safe environment, it's perfect to those who crave for an office job with great pc, great hours. however, pay's just not up there to MY OWN standard. but then again, how much enough is enough?
learning zone : higher pay, passion for the job.
aye, i am not making sense. ugh, i'm afraid. i need to hone my adaptability skills, i need to earn more money. i need to just do something for me. i need to not live an aimless life. i just need $$.
there's something bout last week that was very haunting, very moody. ugh.
anyway, i would like to thank zhiquan for that particular fun and spontaneous evening. it's so niceee to catch up, to talk, to drink coffee though the last part left me queasy. thanks for the accompany, and can u imagine?? 10 years!!!!!!! i still remembered the canteen table colour. -_-". thanks for sharing that scandalous gossip though. muhahaha. damn fun, we should do it again sometime.
i think it's really therapeutic for friends to catch up, be it months/years apart. sometimes all you need is just a friend to talk and u'll feel so much better. never mind bout their ears, all you want is to release urself right. right. like today, sha, thanks for coming out :B it's ok, i can close one eye bout u not listenin my rambles while u shop. muhahaha. ian, im still waitin for ur orgy organization. indra, i get ur sexual innuendo but er, NO.
i know this is late but happy 22nd birthday to Natasha Kim Bounaparte and Mylene Tan!! Woohoo babes, here's to a great friendship forever and ever. Hope you girls liked your present each. Happy 22nd birthday to Wayne Goh too!! So gay and i know ur loving it! btw nat, mos sucked. but you rock, really.
i just feel mixed up. even my mp3s are playing "show me how to live, my happy ending, i want to break free etc" it's like a sign.
the whole week has been moody, has been set, has been busy, has been stressful, has been not smooth-going.
my eyes are always open at half level and each time i go to bed late, i have no one to blame but myself. a sucker for sleep.
things go round and round in my head, like flies around a garbage can.
i don't know what i am fretting over, what i am thinking, what i am doing, i can't coordinate my hands and brains for nuts.
give me novacaine. perhaps i'll function, perhaps not.
goodbye.
emotions are so hard to control, they take over you without warning. some hit you hard, some hit you like a fluff of cotton. you tell yourself they will go away, but it won't listen. you push it away, but it won't disappear.
i heard that my friend's dad passed away. i only saw that uncle LAST YEAR. like HOW FUCKING FAR IS LAST YEAR. why. like why. it's such a sad thing, it just breaks my heart. for a parent to pass away, life is just so unfair. hold on, dee.
i think i need to reflect and turn my stomach over to stop on how i feel.
this song depicts my feelings so strong, i am goin over and over.
"Take away the sensation inside
Bittersweet migraine in my head
It's like a throbbing toothache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensation's overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me novacaine
Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams
I get the funny feeling, that's alright
Jimmy says it's better than air,
I'll tell you why
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright,
Tell me that I won't feel a thing,
So give me novacaine
Oh Novacaine
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright,
Tell me, Jimmy, I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novacaine"
i was in orgasmic heaven just.
geeko to the maxo.
anyway, i am here for a quickie, not that kind.
i want to announce that i am going to thrust myself into the open world this year. Yes sire, it's all because of one video (crip it yo, zach) that led me to think that the world has so much for me to learn.
I'm gonna read so much so much more, am goin to exercise more, try more different sports, take more classes, more concerts, more plays, more friends, more talks, more understanding, more money. I just want to learn learn learn learn learn learn. Besides, i am sick and tired of working then home, working then home, working then home. can u see a pattern?
don't call me delusional. and don't rain on my parade.
because i will take the brolly and shove it in your ___.
i know it's late, not the time. BUT MY BACKSTREET BOYS'CONCERT REVIEW!!!!!!
Hello Kevin, Brian, Nick, AJ and Howie. Btw, Nick you got fatter. muhahahaha.
i know my seat's not very good, make do la.
Yup, I went after all. I've got a 15% discount from LAMC productions, u think it's much issit. NO IT ISN'T. But I have decided it was worth my every every penny. SYL!!!! Do you agree or wad. and Nick got fat, not bigger build :B Kevin!!!!! So nice to see you!!! Yay!!!!
I'm a new born fan. You should see people faces when I tell them I am goin for the concert. SUCKERS YOU GUYS, and suckers are usually the ones that know the songs well better than i do.
Anyway, when the lights went out, people were screaming, and i meant ear drums breaking screaming and the ground was shaking. No kidding. They started off with THE CALL and everyone was singing along to it, dancing and groovin to it. Mind you, there were aunties, BOYS, couples, everybody la.
Btw, I only know a couple of their new songs from their new album so I didn't really sing along when they did. Bummer but still when EVERY SINGLE FAMILIAR SONG came on, we stood up and shaked and danced and swayed like what everybody was doing. It was so frigging high when people heard the familiar tunes. There was one part when Kevin actually asked everybody to raise their handphones to sway to INCOMPLETE and it was amazingly beautiful. The scene was like in NDP, awesome.
I got goosebumps when they did I WANT IT THAT WAY. I swore everybody knew the lyrics and you can just feel the crowd really singing into it.
Brian was the friendliest, he actually went up to the audience and shook their hands. DAMMIT. He didn't come up to our side. Anyway, they kept thanking us for being loyal for 10 years (ALREADY?!!), thanking us for being there. (Everybody goes awwww)
Backstreet boys. nvm if you come back 10 years later as backstreet uncles, or Backside boys. I'll be sure to WANT IT YOUR WAY. Thank you for making me go back to my childhood, even for 2 screamin hours.