"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005, 3/23/2005 11:50:00 PM
I will be going away for a while. Need to re-think, re-evaluate, re-cycle, re-fresh.
Thursday, March 17, 2005, 3/17/2005 12:25:00 AM
I am going to see TORTOISE at the Esplanade!Yeah!!!!!!
They are a Chicago-based band and the people at Mosaic Music party festival has worked very hard to bring them here, so they say on the email lah.
Yeah!!!!!!
The Observatory is going to open for them, woohoo local bands in action!!!!
Yeah!!!!!!
First time at Esplanade Concert hall
Yeah!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 16, 2005, 3/16/2005 01:58:00 PM
Get ready for
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
did i mention avril lavigne just spoils the whole song? she's horrible, yucks!
Captain:Are you ready kids?
Kids:Aye, aye captain!
Captain:I can't hear you!
Kids:AYE AYE CAPTAIN!
Captain:OOOOOOOOOOOH!
Captain: Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
Kids:Spongebob Squarepants!
Captain:Absorbant and yellow and porous is he?
Kids:Sponge bob Squarepants!
Captain:If nautical nonsense be something you wish!
Kids:Spongebob Squarepants!
Captain:Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!
Kids: Spongebob Squarepants!
Captain: Ready!?!
All:Spongebob Squarepants!Spongebob Squarepants!Spongebob Squarepants!
Captain:Sponge- bob Square- pants!
Captain:ah ha ha ha ah har har har
3/16/2005 01:32:00 PM
You see, the reason why I got so worked up on Friday was that I was running late for my appointment, I hardly could finish my work because there were too many bookings that require urgent spots on monday and dont tell me I can actually delegate my work and could actually organise my work properly because I just can't!!!!! I am naturally high strung. Of course it's getting better now where work still piles up on top of shit after one another and I can't seem to finish because there are obstacles everywhere which basically pile up after pile up. Get it? But then again, it's not work that bothers me, it's the lack of airtime, Desperate Housewives is such a fucking hot show that every single spot in there is fully paid, some up till $10,000 for a spot. Ah ha. I swear, every advertiser wants to get on that show, man and no matter how much they pay, they can't cuz it's booked till the very end, we can't be biased and it's very first come first serve.
Besides the lack of airtime, some agencies have no money to pay up which results in me calling up Finance to ask them for money so that I can actually book spots in. I am suffering from tremendous bouts of stress. Dont again, come telling me dont be so stressed, i am sure u can get through this, just plan ur work well and everything will be ok. HELLO?! Come sit through me in my CHALLENGING JOB and I fuckin swear u'll love it.
Ah, let's talk about my boss, by the way, my boss freaking stresses me out, she doesn't scare me (spot the difference). Do u know how she reprimands other people from what I heard over the phone, "DONT BE AN IDIOT LAH, WHY U NEVER SAY EARLIER, WAH LAU EVERYTIME U LIKE THAT ONE LEH" Yup, that's how my boss works. Amazing is it? I thought I am pretty agressive, talk about meeting a higher match. Major what the fuck.
You see, the reason why I wrote this entry is to let people know that workin the media industry isn't a fun job, hell, work isn't fun but then again my mom said if I didn't get this job, I always thought ads are machine operated. SURPRISE SURPRISE. Look on the bright side, u may say? TRYING, JUST TRYING EACH AND EVERY FUCKING DAY.
Another reason is that the past few weeks I have been so vague about everything, I just want to let people know that it's work that has been bothering me and erm, other stuff. I am not showing off, hell, u can always come take over my job but at this moment, I AM GOING TO SUCK in and bear with this job. Till the clouds take me to another piece of land, I am going to continue to work and get stressed and one day get sick and die.
Yes sir, yes I am.
Friday, March 11, 2005, 3/11/2005 07:00:00 PM
KNNCCB!!!!!!!!FRIDAY SUCKS LIKE FUCKIN TURD!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 09, 2005, 3/09/2005 01:02:00 PM
isn't it funny when your emotions take on a rollercoaster ride, not knowing when it will go up, or go down or when take on different directions and it's just different from gawking from below and sitting the real stuff. isn't it funny when you hate something so much and yet you are embracing it everyday like you can't let go even though you wish you do, something that you just want to leave it all aside and go do something you really want.
isn't it funny when i took an online test one day and found out that i am subconciously thinking about love all the time (omg, what a freaking loser), that i too want to meet new people and yet i am not doing something about it, if i want something really bad, will i get it?
isn't it funny when guys don't do monogamy anymore? Is it always fresh when sparks are there, to live outside the box with someone new only to find that it will become stale until you find someone else again and a cycle repeats.
isn't it funny when people actually quote you from your own blog, judge you from your own blog, make different perspectives from who you are? When you do write a post, do you subconciously imitate other people's writings? I do that sometimes though.
isn't it funny when you get married, you are expected to impress people with your wedding lavishes only to find that people will still criticise whatever is there with the wedding?
isn't it funny when everybody starts celebrating their 21st birthday and to find that 21 is just an age with more responsibilites and more unhidden stress? People inviting other people to parties even though you don't know the other party really well is just being .... i don't know. Everyone expects every other going to be 21st to hold a party because it's like THE age to hold one, is it?
isn't it funny when you think you've seen the world, and suddenly another thing comes up and surprises you? Good or bad, it's just a surprise.
isn't it funny when people deem solitary people as losers, not knowing that they are fiercely independent whereas people who deem them are actually the ones who are in need for constant companionship. trust no one Solitude is good sometimes, try it. I dont mean stayin at home, go out, go shopping alone, go eat alone, go to the beach alone etc.
isn't it funny that sometimes i just feel like shutting myself against the world and yet still feel guilt for not answering to it?
If people could actually live like they want, how would the world be like?
Sunday, March 06, 2005, 3/06/2005 07:24:00 PM
Please,Do keep a look out for this sequel to our favourite gigolo of all times, DEUCE BIGALOW. European Gigolo The trailer got me laughing out loud like lol.
Thursday, March 03, 2005, 3/03/2005 06:57:00 PM
beck - loserIn the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey
butane in my veins so i'm out to cut the junkie
with the plastic eyeballs, spray paint the vegetables
dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose
kill the headlights and put it in neutral
stock car flamin' with a loser and the cruise control
baby's in Reno with the vitamin D
got a couple of couches sleep on the love seat
someone keeps sayin' I'm insane to complain
about a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt
don't believe everything that you breathe
you get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve
so shave your face with some mace in the dark
savin' all your food stamps and burnin' down the trailer park
(yo cut it)
Soy un perdedor
I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me?
3/03/2005 06:50:00 PM
Amazing! Amazing! Amazing Race!I am saddened by the loss of Ryan and Chuck being eliminated in the first race!! I like them, they were way much better off than stupid blondes with stupid breasts, god I wish they were last. Let's face the truth, I watched because of Rob & Amber, I want to see how they crumble/survive (please pardon the pun). I like the brothers team, Brian & Greg, can't stand the blondes. Don't tell me a blonde joke.
I feel messed up.
Must be my ovulation, you know the drill.