"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

you can enrich your mind
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    Thursday, June 29, 2006, 6/29/2006 11:38:00 PM

    if ur looking for a slow and painful way to torture yourself, yoga is the way to go.

    i did go that way.

    there were fleeting moments when i thought "just let me die" cuz it was torturous and hot and er, stretchy. the teacher made us inhale, exhale, stretch, pull, push, hold, bend, break, possibly every single verb in the english language. the room was made to be a like a suana, i had sweat dripping, no wait, pouring out of my body like a tap. thank goodness for free towels because if there weren't, my sweat would actually drip through the floor. i'm not kidding. it's THAT hot.

    i signed up for 10 classes. [insert wild hoots of laughter]

    hot and good, that's what everybody should look for in something, someone, somewhere. you know what i mean. uh huh.

    running is good. running inspires you. running does amazing things to you like making thighs ache, groin ache and arms ache. i will try to fit runnin into my schedule, yes i know, you could close ur mouth now because yes, i went jogging/running (same la, can). i know, i know. -_-" it made me feel better, tired but better. heh.

    i can't believe i wrote a paragraph on running and it just sounded wrong and i am lazy to edit it so yea.

    by the way, i had the worst interview ever. it went so bad that i am tempted to tell the interviewers to rip my resume apart and just send me out. because i will do that if i interviewed myself too. the questions were unexpected, were difficult. and being the sheltered me, i didnt know how to answer really. i kept emphasising words like "interaction, people, meeting, outside, clients" i think they got sick of it anyway. and really, the job didnt interest me after all. viv, it's ok. you can tell me "see i told you so".

    i am my own critic.

    i'm goin to catch up on my soccer soon, been lagging. have not been betting.

    germany 2006. i'm a germ.




    Sunday, June 25, 2006, 6/25/2006 10:55:00 PM

    again, i'm probably the last person to blog about world cup 2006. and yes yes i am one of THOSE who watches the game because i admire the way professional ball players have.

    NOT.

    who am i kidding. eye candy, they are so dandy.

    4 years ago, i was balls over him

    Ilhan

    and fast forward to 2006, i am goin oktober beer and sausage over him


    and yes i am goin to go for germany 2006.

    my psychic world cup instincts have failed me. i kannot get the kollect score!!! basket. nvm, i am goin to go for the kuarter finals, semi finals and finals.

    i will be like the 19 year old student who lost $100k and still insist on betting. ho ho.

    a little sidetrack:
    i know, i couldn't stop starin either.




    Thursday, June 22, 2006, 6/22/2006 11:23:00 PM

    i will try my best to squeeze of what's left of my brain cells to blog to all my fansssssssss. because yours truly need sleep, as always. as predictable.

    upper club is this high end club at chijmes and it's very suitable for angmohs, spgs, rich snobby crusty people and rich-wannabes. reason being (i am addicted to this phrase so i am gonna use it often, woohoo) its name,upper club, ah. so "up". tio bo. it has all this fancy nazzy chandeliers goin on, with the toliets being covered in mirrors from top to toe so rich people can pick and nit whatever flaws they have. the ad-asia party was ok i supposed. no free goodie bags, only some cheapo voucher. nat, absorb and learn. hahahahah but thanks for the invite.

    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."
    Carl Jung (1875 - 1961).
    until another substance is brought into me, i guess i am going to transform by repelling away. thank you for your kind understanding and who you are, i will always appreciate that and. always always, i will row your boat, you will row mine. :B

    speaking of transform, TRANSFORMER the movie is coming. woohoo, i love optimus prime. OUB building has a face just like him(it), u reckon?

    bringin a newbie to wala just brightened my night. er ya. the newbie's so cute, ogling at the nak (the cute thai chinese lead), observing the girls, drinking unknown drinks like dermo, or whatever it is really. however sorry dude but the highlight aint' on u.
    this particular guy was celebratin his birthday with a group of friends and he got pissed drunk (when i meant pissed drunk, i wasn't kidding). at first it was irritating because he kept swaying and dancing (to rock? wtf?!) plus he blocked my view and he wasn't cute (-.-). then i realized fine, not everyone turned [insert age]so i got cool with it cus he was so drunk tt he kept huggin his friends like non stop. and damn, he fell flat on his friggin face because he drank 2 flamin lambor and jugs of beer. trust me, i knew all details because I WAS RIGHT BEHIND THEM. FIRST HAND VIEW man. and he threw up. remember first hand view? yeap i got the vomit down too. nah aint weak myself. thus, the moral is practice displicine. quite a shame, really. tsk tsk. however, if anybody wants a free date and any first hand view, call me. i'm cheap, woohoo.

    i stopped watching plays and concerts. i found out money was emptyin fast last few months because of plays and concerts. HOWEVER, i'm wrong. money is always emptying fast regardless(iregardless??) of what u spent on. basket. i need my fuckin bonus!!! my performance bonus!!!! my pay!!!! it's either i moonlight or look for a sugar daddy. which i think both will fail miserably.

    night safari was fun. at least i thought so because we had a car and we dont know where to go!!!!! -.- it was someone's virgin trip to the night safari and i am glad to break the cherry. er ya. and i am glad i didnt walk the mangrove walk because i dont like bats and it was dark and spooky and eerie. night safari have cute people working for them, ho ho ho. ok it's been like 7 years since i been there, i am entitled to such comments.

    lord of the rings was shown on sunday and monday, right right. watching lotr brings back fond memories where my friends and i would argue on who's hotter. legolas vs aragorn, uh huh. and of course, i chose aragorn. he eluded a man-ness, all maleness. that's very important. next to my hot aragorn, i too liked gandalf. its funny he used to call gandalf the grey, because in real life, sir ian mckellen should be gandalf the gay. [insert laughter, fake also can la]. but dont get me wrong. i really really like sir ian mckellen.

    speakin of which, i know i know. i am like the last person to blog bout xmen 3. but the show was so exciting, well it kept me at the edge of my seat. reasons being the show,duh,exciting and also we were late and we sat in any available seats. i was afraid people might go "cuse me, is this your seat?" yes yes i was uptight like a wound up screw round my ass. nooooooooo, i didnt STAY FOR THE FRIGGIN CREDITS. nvm, i go ahem ahem to buy dvd.

    oh ya, happy june 2006.

    i had my passport renewed with a new photo. my new photo looks like an ad for the ERA. "hi, come sell your house with me! money back guaranteed!" i don't know whether to weep or laugh.

    speakin of laugh, i can't really smile widely for the past 3 weeks, i would split my lips. i had the worse case of chapped lips ever, so i got pissed and went to see the doctor. and guess wad the doc said "oh, you have ecezma" like wtf is eczema. so i went to research. er i'm lazy to provide some info so u all can go twiddle with the net and find k. then after, i whined and wallowed. and i move on. to a lip transplant. okokok KIDDING. sheesh.

    you use ur lips to suck right. and speaking of which, chupa chups has a new slogan.
    "the pleasure of sucking"
    i'm not kiddin. no, i'm not goin to elaborate, i'll taint my innocence. [insert meek laughter]

    i found out that each time i sleep on the bus, i tend to lean to the left. ugh. i want to remain the place i am and sleep, not sway, not lean, not hit the window, not hit the grill, not hit the back of the seat. just friggin straight. which i think i sway, i lean, i hit the window,the grill and the seat before, not at the same time. -.-

    so to conclude, today was all random-ness. i know ur lovin it because i am.

    save my brain cells, save my bags of eyes.




    Thursday, June 15, 2006, 6/15/2006 01:19:00 AM

    so many things to say, so many lazy cells.

    i am the world's greatest procrasinator.

    will update....tomorrow.

    ok fine, soon.