"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Monday, February 23, 2004, 2/23/2004 01:39:00 PM
yyy
I think I am having an infatuation with Eugene.
As all those who forgot about Eugene, he's my childhood friend, ok my parents' friend son. There you go. Ok the last time I wrote about him was about my lust hormones but then I wouldn't go into that. Can refer to my archives (in Jan period).
Gosh, I was browsing through Friendster(yes, nothing to do) then through friend friend, I was like Hey i know this guy. So yea, I sent him a message askin him to add me but then damn, he haven't reply. Why am I getting worked up I don know. Hope he replies soon, then once I have his contact I could probably ask him and Sylvia(another childhood friend) to chill, ya know. Like old time sakes. Cause 3 of us including families went on tour before.. I was like 4? So yea.
But having an infatuation after meeting him after like 16 years is a bit odd, dont u think? I don't think I make any sense at all. Do you think I am in heat, like animals?
Ps: By the way, take note of the lyrics. It's PLAY - I MUST NOT CHASE THE BOYS (how, appropriate)
Ugh, lust. Ugh, me.
Saturday, February 21, 2004, 2/21/2004 11:40:00 PM
Due to a party at night, I went through 5 outfits, trying to figure whether I am overdressed, underdressed or just right. Anyways, met Hari at Causeway Point, bought sweets for the party and then went to meet Serene, my part time lesbo date for the evening.
Ok party details: Syahidah's 20th Birthday Party.
Btw Serene looked nice, girl. Wuhoo go BABA(if he ever reads). So when we reached the party, I was like wah, damn dark man. It was divided into 2 houses, one hers and another her neighbour's which they dont stay. So the real house was converted into the Dance hall and another into the Buffet hall. We hanged out at the Buffet hall with Azlina (maintenance) and Regina (whom I have not seen in like a 1000 years). Serene and I kept eating, hey it was only finger food. HAHA. OK, we were hungry. I felt like I was in mini Malaysia. All around me were all Malays,man. Only 3 chinese were there, me, Serene and this girl who looked so poor thing.
4 of us just chilled for a while and then went to Dance Hall to duh, dance. Well, I just gyrate here and there. K, kidding. I didnt. I just tried to make my body synchronise. The main point was I haven't seen Regina for a while so we just talked and catch up. You know what, the party were full of minahs and mats sia. All of them. Tsk tsk. Try to blend in, I dont think so. I hate minahs and mats anyway. But it's just entertaining to see them groove to Sean Paul's music.
I gave her Body Shop lip palette, blusher and not Body shop eye shadow. I also talked with Syahidah's cousin who is dating a Caucasian, so when you talk to her, she has this accent. Fake or not, I dont care just that I felt she's a little bimbotic. *imitates an american accent* Whatever, dahling.
I had fun, laughin with Serene. I am still waiting for that Zouk ticket. We already planned to go together as a group with her friends and my friends. Heh.
Yea, man.
Thursday, February 19, 2004, 2/19/2004 07:59:00 PM
Listen to this:Hanson - Dirrty(Acoustic)
Omg, so freaking good.
Wednesday, February 18, 2004, 2/18/2004 02:17:00 PM
Right now, my head is full of stones.
Stone 1: Fyp, Fyp and more Fyp. It's not done yet but I am close to smelling the solution.
Stone 2: The more I see Nurul in school laughing and giggling, the more I am dangerously in 'pissed' mode. She never takes the initiative to ask us to stay back in school. She never meets us for projects. She never asks us about the project. She never asks us about the report.
Stone 3: Well it's not a stone but it's a rebutt back to Stone 2. I did ask Nurul to stay back and do, but no she ALWAYS has something on. I did ask her to meet but she'll just cancel it later. I am so fucking concerned about my project, I dont know anymore if she is, well if so, she's not doing anything about it. She's always with Bob 24/7. God, it's so irritating and I swear if Bob is the last person on earth, I'll just probably kill myself. And no I am not jealous, what is so worth about jealousy over him? I am just so sick of contacting her and having her to cancel. I am so sick of her.
Stone 4: My dad's laptop. He's always askin me to configure the broadband options for him and if I couldn't, he'll just grumble saying 'You're a computer student and you can't fix this?' And doubts are risen. You know, it's not that I couldn't help, just that I got enough problems on my own and his laptop is just so screwed. Now his explorer is screwed and I tell him it might be his OS. But then after all, it's not OS problem, it's about what kind of sites you visit. May it be porn, may it be email but then HE JUST GOTTA BE CAREFUL. Goodness. So now I gotta find Win2K OS or go back to ME edition and reformat everything. At least I know how. This is why I could never work for him, we'll drive each other crazy. Hello Shanghai.
Stone 5: Fyp has been driving me crazy that sometimes I don't think I can concentrate on my studies. Take MOBC lab for instance, sure I can do when it's practice but I am also not sure what the hell I am doing sometimes. I have to focus on tomoro's make up and on friday.
Stone 6: Projects, projects and more projects. Yes plenty of them to go around this term. IAD, EOM, ELIT, FYP. All to be handed in March 2004. Sigh.
I just need to set my time right, priorities straight, mind intact. I know I can do it eventually but right now, I am sinking. Fast.
Help.
Monday, February 16, 2004, 2/16/2004 01:06:00 PM
Set in Toyko, this story revolves around 2 people who are stuck in this commitment called "Marriage". No, it's not frightening, it's just teaching how staying in a marriage could actually make you happy or sad. In this case, I personally think it's sad. It's about commitments and how you feel about them.
Bob Harris(played by Bill Murray who I think he's the best GHOSTBUSTER of all) is this aging huge movie star who is in Tokyo to shoote a whiskey ad. So he's feeling lonely in the foreign country until he meets Charolette(played by the next 'in' thing Scarlett Johanssen) whose photographer husband accidentally neglects her. Together, they roam the streets of Toyko nightlife, taking in the scenery, life and drinks. And no they didn't have an affair.
In my opinion, most of the scenes are shot indie-like, with Charlotte starin into space feeling neglected and Bob starin into space feeling alone. Some scenes are pretty funny with the Japanese interpreter and the exercising machine. Just take note of the witty dialogues.
The movie plot left me a little bland but the actors' acting (pardon the pun) are fabulous. Bill Murray(wuhoo) is subtly funny without having to act much, Scarlett Johansson is hauntingly beautiful and could score big in Hollywood.
Review: 3.5/5 stars
Saturday, February 14, 2004, 2/14/2004 05:34:00 PM
Until now, I haven't seen this. Well now I had. It doesnt seem just a big deal. It's just a boob, and it's covered. Well, partially but still.
Didn't feel like stepping out of the house today because it is V-day. Yes, the day where all couples,friends and just about everybody else express their wonderful love for one other. Moreover I couldn't stand crowds. Really, no sour grapes are being eaten here. In addition, I do have a date with my tv tonight. It's called MTV ASIA Awards.
To all my family, friends and relatives. I love you all and Happy Valentine's Day.
2/14/2004 01:40:00 PM
You're an ESTJ
ESTJ
You like to roll up your sleeves, dig in and go right at getting the job done. you use logic and analysis as guiding principles in your life. You're quick to decide and set out a plan of action. You make sure commitments (your own and those of others) are honored and the job gets done.
You value team sports, and other group activities. If something is the tradition of your job or school, you'll take part in it. You know that you have to "earn your keep" and take responsibility for yourself...you take your roles seriously (father, employee, student, or whatever).
You learn best in structured settings...you're a take charge kinda person.. you can deliver when there's a specific task with deadlines...you have an orderly and logical way of evaluating things..
You like a task-oriented and structured atmosphere...you get a thrill outta accomplishments and just having finished something...efficiency is important to you....with you, "what you see is what you get."
You are the prototypical leader. You give advice freely, you take charge, you wanna fix the problems...you are quick, direct, and crisp at getting to the core of the situation...others might look at you as tough, driven, or heartless, though..
You put work before pleasure, and know when to do which...fun time is often seen as a reward for accomplishing a task... you don't just go for walks.. the walk hasta have a purpose...
Love means stability and steadfastedness...however, when you fall in love, this is pretty much the only time you'll be flexible and spontaneous... you expect security and loyalty in relationships...you logically expect that a relationship will have its ups and downs, so let the other person weather the tough times, when you should be helping perhaps...you don't like to let others see your hurt feelings....you're supersensitive to being rejected and may not always share that hurt...
Things to watch for: you might decide too quickly and to form opinions how things "ought to get done." But what happens when circumstances change? Also, don't walk on others feelings...it's part of working with others and you don't particularly consider this part often...when you get emotional and you've been holding stuff inside, a seemingly minor incident will set off an explosion...don't forget to consider others' values and opinions.
ESTJ: "Execution Saves The Job"
Lol.. I sound like a prude.
Try this: http://haleonline.com/psychtest
Thursday, February 12, 2004, 2/12/2004 10:24:00 PM
Finally, a chance to properly sit down and write this entry.
Right now, at this moment I feel exhilarated. Yea because I can finally surf at home using my broadband which was being held up for 3 weeks due to technical problems/my computer/everybody's nags. Wuhoo!! Woot!! My parents nagged at me for prolonging the 'pain' that they have to pay ($78 per month Unlimited which used by 2 computers). And today, just now, I took the time to configure my brother and mine's pc and it worked. All of us are one happy family. Except which I also have to configure my father's laptop which he bought a network card and it's bringing him problems. I have to do it before he comes back from Beijing. Gulps. And one good thing comes out from all this: 3 years of my course DICT is put to great use. :)
Let's see, what happened to the last 2 weeks since I haven't update that long.
Since sch was closed for Innovex last week, we(Sha, Nurul and I) decided to go to my Dad's office to do FYP since there was no project lab and there's an extra pc. In the end, the pc's hard disk was damaged due to wear and tear and total costs $30 for service and $88 for new hard disk. Paid half and Mom paid the rest. There was one incident when Sha and I were in the office, Nurul not yet arrived, tryin to install Win2k Server(Mr Calvin's cd) but kept gettin errors. So we got fed up and called Nurul to buy pirated Win 2000 Professional cd anywhere. She was with Bob and I think they went home to get it. Until then, I thought Nurul was going to come ALONE to my dad's office. But nope, she got other plans. She intended to bring Bob to help us install. We both were like, no no no need it's ok really. Seriously, we dont want him to come, period. I mean isn't it obvious? Ugh. Ok the fault lies in there wasn't enough ram. Bummer.
Nurul then later msged me sayin Do I really dislike Bob? Come on, let's guess what I will say. Definitely not yes. And she added Bob cancelled his appt to actually help us. You know what, I appreciate it but then I dont want and need his help at all. I dont give a damn that he cancelled his appts. He knows his gf's friends dislike him and he's trying to make up, perhaps? But really, if I were him, I'll just drop the shit act. Moreover he waited for 4 hours under a HDB, for her. Didnt he have anything better to do? If I have a bf, I wouldn't wait for 4 hours doing nothing, really.
Our FYP is still in the midst of finishing. Report also in the midst. Due date's end of this month. Wuppee. Can't wait. As it will take a huge huge burden of my mind and lets me concentrate on my studies. Please please let me make it through. I gotta have faith.
Monday was Wayne's 20th birthday. Turned the big two 0. Gave him a polo shirt,badge and a deodorant. Sha gave him T-shirt and a badge. Heh we bought his presents together. He told me he really likes it so yea. As long as he knows his priorites. Hint hint.
Heard about Jinmei/Angel/Sandy story. Wow. A lot a lot of miscommunications out there. Jinmei said we were clever not to take Sandy in as our group mate. You know, I was tad offended by the way she put it. We weren't clever, we just realise it earlier. I dont want Sandy to be my groupmate a long time ago, ever since year 2. So that phase of telling Sandy that I didnt want her was tough, I cried too. Sheesh. We also didnt ask Jinmei to accept her. Sandy could always go to Jasper her boyfriend but she didnt want. My fault I presume? NOT. Come to think of it, it's she who's making herself obnoxious, allowin us all to shun her when comes to project time. Just face it Sandy, you've got a problem. 4 more months and I will be away from her. Yay.
I will be going to Shanghai, China this June/July to help my uncle's company. He offered me a position in marketing, hopefully probably an event planner asst, so I could learn all the ropes. One day, Jasmine the event planner for all major exhibitions. Heheh dream big. Imagine, first time on a plane by myself, first time working overseas. Man, I am excited for the cultural shock too.
Gotta pop to bed now. At least when I blog now, I'll blog as usual. Apologies if I babble or dont make sense because I am still excited about able to surf fast. Heh.
I'm outta here
Tuesday, February 10, 2004, 2/10/2004 04:25:00 PM
http://www.williamhung.net
Yes I am a fan. I can do a good rendition. Anybody?
I'll update soon. Look out!!!!