"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

you can enrich your mind
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    Sunday, September 26, 2004, 9/26/2004 11:20:00 PM

    There are 2 questions which I would like myself to answer but somehow I cant.
    1) I dont drink, I dont smoke, I dont club(very very occasionally), I dont play pool that often either and among other things, WHY THE HELL AM I STILL SO BLOODY BROKE?

    2) I dont buy that many things, WHY THE HELL DOES MY ROOM CONTAINS SO MUCH JUNK?

    That's right, I am autumn cleaning so I can move to my new house at Tanah Merah this November. Ladies and Gentleman, it's time to make it official : I am movin out of the west side to embrace the east side. Talk bout change of environment. At Tanamera Crest, that's it. My new room is so much so much smaller than my current one but it has this ledge where I can see on and peer over the window. I just love livin on the dangerous edge ( pun none taken). uh huh. Packing is somewhat like therapy, you find something and you go ugh, why do I have this? and you throw it away, somehow u'll feel more accomplished. perhaps perhaps perhaps..

    I WENT TO THE BLUE CONCERT! Oh yes, bought the $26 ticket. I really hate really hate to admit but the concert was disappointing! Sigh.. 40% crowd was shitty, frigid, rigid like a bunch of faggots. They just sat down and acted like they were watchin movies. What the hell. Apparently, thank goodness they were the majority and so much thank goodness I am the minority. I stood, danced, and sang my ass off. Oh ya, Sylvia was my date.

    Aiyah I on the phone, blardy. Update soon.




    Sunday, September 12, 2004, 9/12/2004 06:13:00 PM



    Have you wondered why is the election of President of the United States or elsewhere so important whereas ours is just important for the Government?

    PAP = President?

    Who are you goin to vote for? Bush or Kerry? At least mentally like duh. If there's gonna be a woman leader someday, she's gotta start with politics but then, who's really interested? Can Singapore ever have a woman president?

    narf.




    Friday, September 10, 2004, 9/10/2004 10:57:00 PM



    Beautiful jacket, beautiful color, beautiful fitting. Oh, my beautiful "How wonderful it would be if I own you" sigh.

    If it were in red, huge *sighs*

    Speakin of which, Topshop does have one. But it costs a friggin of $103!! What the toot toot toot. Should I? Should I?

    I bloody hell sprained my lower back. Must have been when I carried those heavy boxes in a wrong position where I never bend my knees. Sigh, the price of I pay of being strong. Like real sia.. I can't walk fast, can't really bend properly, hell I can't even wipe my ass!!! Shit. Pun intended. One more bitchin, I asked my pregnant colleague to walk slower instead of she askin me, like yall get it? Ah bummer.

    Work's fine, easy. Like one two three. Sarah has been cool to me, buddy buddy she puts her arm on my shoulder and leans. Ah-ha.

    Singapore Idol has gotta be the one of the lamest yet so funny shows ever in Singapore. Jerry Ong?! Taufiq?! Shitty hell.. I like Leandra, i hope she wins, for the sake of "Ben". Hyuk Hyuk. Maia Lee? Hell no either. I dont think I make sense in any way cuz I'm sittin straight like a rod.

    Weekend's here. Woohoo! I need a new handbag, shopping?!!

    Random useless facts to fill up space in blog:

    1) Guys in uniform turn me on, seriously. Not those in police wear but those men who signed on and wear those uniforms, PILOTS!!!!!

    2) You know whenever you go overseas, you tend to feel bolder and dare to wear whatever you like? I do.

    bah humbug.




    Sunday, September 05, 2004, 9/05/2004 01:20:00 PM



    My first time watchin a M18 flick! It's R in the States. Heh, kinky. Think American Pie, Road Trip, Dude's where my car all of those and put one asian and one indian and u'll get HAROLD AND KUMAR GO TO WHITE CASTLE.

    This is such a guys' flick seriously, it has nudity, sexual langauge and guys goin "Fuck!" all the time and weed. Like duh. *stoned* Anyway the comedy adventure begins when Harold (John Cho) and Kumar (Kal Penn) decides to go in search for the perfect burger at White Castle. They met up with lots of funny characters and somehow they came through it blah blah to feel the perfect Feeling of getting what you really want.

    This movie slightly deepens into stereotypicality, racism and reality. Lets you ponder a little then some other crude humor pops up. There was this part in the movie that I kept laughin non stop when they were in Princeton's female toliet where the girls Harold and Kumar supposed to lay played Battleshit. Aye, dont get it, go watch. Damn farny lah i tell u.

    The cast's pretty mediocre but then the jokes and slapstick actions make up for it, like some. The movie went pretty well until it's interrupted by this stupid bloody discman music that is being played on. Like I could hear it durin the quiet parts. Fuck that person who left it on or actually listened to it.

    I was actually cravin for burgers at the end of the show. like fuck.

    Review : 3/5 stars. ps: I get all the Jokes by the way.




    Thursday, September 02, 2004, 9/02/2004 06:11:00 PM

    I have decided to tell my lazybones to stop being lazy(oops no pun intended) and better start updating. Man.. I know you guys have been missin out a lot so chill and start reading like you never read before. Where do I even begin..

    I have shifted from my open air cubicle to this secluded WONDERFUL cubicle where I can hear music from the pc's speakers instead of my earphones which clog my ears all the time. My neighbour next cubicle is my senior from Jss, talk bout "it's a small world after all". She's an North Indian, 13 years older and yes, she's married. Very humourous, always like to have a good time, all Jss students. *beams* I got along well with her and another colleague named Priscilla, very funny too though borderin on the corny part, my kind of ahem person. She's married too. This is for all who cared. Anyway, I dont think I have any qualms workin now. Can say that things have changed for the better heh. Okok to those whom I have complained to, stop rollin ur eyes. Workload is average for I am super efficient that my supervisor Sarah asked me to do leisurely. Seriously, the more I do leisurely, the more my eyes will take a leisurely shutdown. Yes, I aint that busy. Hohohoho though I feel guilty earnin 6 bucks for nothing. SOMETIMES ONLY. Super Efficient Me.

    Graduation day was fine. Speech before, speech after. I fell asleep durin the before speech and booed at the after speech. Talk bout being a good sport and I sat at the wrong seat before the ceremony, thank god there werent too many people yet. I felt so alone there so I made small talk with the person beside me. Aye, I tell you all, my greatest fear when goin up the stage was actually trippin over my shoes. But then to none pleasure, I didnt. Phew. There was this screen that was so bloody huge that it focused on our each and every move, zit and spot. Then came the camera where u posed with the director when takin the scroll, I was so freakin lost for the mere 20 seconds that I dont know how I smiled, where my hand supposed to go. I.. CAN'T.. IMAGINE.. THE..PHOTOS. My mom decided to harden the diploma, no lah kiddin, she went to plaque it, said it was my gift for the graduation. Wahah. Come my house, I show u all. Then came out of the convention centre, the night humidity was so clingy and I refused to take off my jacket to look cool and because my white shirt was so loose it made me look like a butch. My hair was also off, again I can't imagine the photos.

    I think I am getting better at pool, REALLY. Stop snickering. My strength is better, or maybe you know what, I play differently with different people. Ah-ha, that should sum it all. I can't get enough of pool and I think the best place so far I played is at K pool, Jurong Entertainment center. Best if it's at night. Sucky ever is at K pool, Orchard Cineleisure.

    What's wrong with people nowadays? Jumpin over the stupid platform and into the tracks!? What the hell. No offence to ahem(tis the seventh month) but seriously, it's causing disruption and suicide this way is not really the way to go. Public Suicide, huge no no. Now the government wants to put up barriers. Transport fees will go up and dammit, I am at the losing end. Bloody hell. My technopreneurship teacher should approve our idea of buildin a sensor at the platform if anyone steps over the yellow line. See lah, what barrier. Then people can't alight and board easily. Wah lau eh. Stupid!~! Since Our new PM wants us to voice out, look here then, dont waste money and dont build barriers!! Great, make more babies too, next, Gen Z. I have nothing to say bout that though. I am so bloody practical.

    I never watched Singapore Idol: Episode 1 but heard it was pure entertainment, can't sing yet be on it. Aw man, can say that my vote goes to David Yeo for first round. Tonight! CAN'T WAIT. Wooohoo. If anyone listens to Perfect 10 lunchtime dedications 12-4pm, lemme tell u I CAN'T STAND THE CHICKEN MCNUGGET DJ GRACE CHUA. She has the most loathsome voice ever, like seriously.

    Can anyone stop spellin me B-i-t-c-h cuz my fans asked me to update and here I am. Hehehehehe.

    Aisha is workin at Gulf Agency at Cross Street near my place. Woohoo! Jinmei is workin at Ocbc Octagon Building at Raffles Place, woohoo! Serene is workin at City Hall, one stop away but it doesnt matter. See? Friends workin all over. No worries. Sandy has quit and gone to Customer Service Samsung at IMM. Good luck to all the customers, you all need it. The guys in school.. I am workin.. crap. Btw, 13 GOIN ON 30 is a nice show, I enjoyed that. Go watch! A Cinderella Story ain worth your cinema money unless u love Hilary Duff or a paedophile.

    Am waitin to check out this new club called Cocco Latte at the Gallery HOtel. Yeah! On a sad note, zub's mom passed away, guess she couldnt take it anymore.. Just when I thought everything is goin ok for Zub, on a light note, zub is recovering so okay.. I'll visit her after the seventh month, yes I am very pantang. Blue is comin to Singapore! Nope, not goin, hello they bailed me twice! Aint that dumb anymore..shit.

    Wah, a lot leh I updated. U guys all better update too!! I am surely readin urs next. One more thought, since the film makers have already ran out ideas and produced stupid movies like AVP, next up, Spiderman vs Superman or Jaws vs Open Water or some stupid movie vs some other stupid movie. Then since baby Alien popped out of adult Predator, the next sequel. Prelien vs Adator. Hhahahahah such corniness.

    This is long man, I have a feeling u guys will just skim and all my feelings will be hurt. (using reverse psychology) Aye, read or dont read, it's up to me. Yeah! Btw congrads Dogget aka Mrs John. *winks*

    For the next update, I'll be back. Hasta la Vista.