"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Sunday, March 29, 2009, 3/29/2009 01:10:00 PM
All Apologies - Nirvana
What else should I be
All apologies
What else could I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married
Buried
I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezerburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married
Buried
Married
Buried
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah...
Saturday, March 28, 2009, 3/28/2009 09:13:00 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009, 3/23/2009 12:50:00 PM
happy 21st birthday to my punk-ass bro. you are now officially a man, please do the right thing.
Undead - Hollywood Undead
Saturday, March 21, 2009, 3/21/2009 10:20:00 PM
talk is so fucking cheap.how do you get rid of an addiction?
Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 3/17/2009 04:07:00 PM
the kind of lock you don't want to have if your room/house is on fire.
3/17/2009 01:10:00 AM
the internal war begins the moment you wake up.the fight between an emotional affair starts, the ride on a rollercoaster thrills but only to have you throwing up after countless rides.
you start to lose yourself, you cannot stand yourself to be with friends, whatever you say doesn't count anymore, whatever you do doesn't have credit anymore. your speech gets impaired from the way you think, the way you behave. your sight gets impaired from the way you WANT to see things. your mind gets fucked from the way you WANT to believe things.
you cherish every single moment of joy or distraction you can get until reality slaps you hard in the face. but you knowing you, you will not cry until you see the coffin or you will not know what it's like to be burnt till the fire eats you up.
judgement is passed on every single day, without you knowing or not. you know the truth but you want sugar on it, to have people put on thousand coatings to convince you that sugar is good.
the war would not stop till you are alone, in your mind, in your body, in your soul.
i'm forever alone but can someone please help to stop the war.
i don't know what i want but i know what i don't want.
Sunday, March 15, 2009, 3/15/2009 01:02:00 PM
it was one of those dinner gatherings that you know you will always remember, in laughter, in jokes, in a gem of a place, in DAMN GOOD food drinks dessert and ultimately, in EXCELLENT company.apologies were traded because me knowing me, me knowing nat, and kris knowing us, we were late for FREAKING 2 HOURS due to work. i think i beat my own record and the lies i tell, haha i am a pro at lies (i predict one day my pants will really be on fire). but ning, "TECHNICALLY" we were on the way. ok SORRY!
compliments were traded because the presentation of food was so well done and the taste was just heavenly. you can hear your tastebuds going to er, heaven. soft shell crab in chilli sauce for tapas, FUCKING DELICIOUS lamb chops for main and gula malaka for dessert. i think i am getting the hots for the food.
btw normally i dont rave about food this much but it's really damn good. or was it the wine and the sangrias that made it extra delicious. or also was it the nice weather, the quaint positioning of the table, the time of the night that made everything seem perfect.
and for the first time ever, i broke a wine-glass and it was quite embaressing. the owner with a great voice was kind enough to let me off which i did appreciate. all of us were a little tipsy and it resulted to a great sleep which i swear was the best sleep of the week.
guys, i think my jokes are FUNNY. and i'm not horny and corny, NOT ALL THE TIME lor. tsk. but regardless, thank you for being who you are and thank you for saving my soul.
spot the broken wine glass.
i like ning's sultry look. heehee
Friday, March 13, 2009, 3/13/2009 11:39:00 PM
yes, my blanket issue has been solved because my mom finally got me a comforter that well, comforts me.I CAN SLEEP in one piece.
work in january and february was slow but it's picking up in march. so that's why i have quite a bit of time to zuo lan, zuo bo, go out and spend money like i owe the world's reserve. i also had a more time to read the papers so i was super up to date with current affairs like who murdered who, who slept with who, who had more money, who cut jobs (AGAIN). like if one day the media don't report bad news, they will die right.
march is a cause of celebration because i have work, like it's gonna get busy which is good because i'm a self professed workaholic. i love to work, i really do. i am also a self professed masochist. this adrenaline when u know u have a deadline to rush, the relief u feel after, the excuses u give yourself to drink and to sleep, the poor tired face u give your boss to evoke sympathy.
OK SO FAR, I'M RAMBLING BECAUSE I'M REALLY TIRED.
the wish to split myself up between the sennheiser booth at the IT show and petronas grand prix roadshow at taka was very prominent because those 2 is sucking my week dry. hey not that i'm complaining but just running back and forth is pretty tiring. NOT THAT I'M LOSING WEIGHT also. knn. anyway i told my boss i am not going back to check on the booth anytime because i cannot be with the people at the IT SHOW. i cannot breathe and i will die.
jason mraz is now officially the love of my life, shane has been demoted. nuff said.
do u know how amazing is he, working the crowd into a singing and dancing frenzy. too bad i don't know some of the songs then cannot sing along. his charm and energy is infectious, making us feel charmed and er energised. and hello kitty! because we spent a good 3 hours at mc-cafe talking about how my pathetic love life is holding up. ha ha that topic also need 3 hours. :D
i love jason mraz and how LUCKY am i to have married him. he's no more GEEK IN THE PINK that's fer sure because he's rocking some hot chest beneath his tshirt. he also provided THE REMEDY and oh some nifty WORDPLAY. Oh jason, I'M YOURS, YOU AND I BOTH.
and knnccb, i fell down on my ass and if my ass could talk, WAIT IT COULDN'T BECAUSE THEY WERE FLAT ON THE GROUND. fuck la i tell u, tomorrow i dont need wear underwear, cus one side naturally blue, another black.
fucking asssssssssssss, not that i am into anal sex.
Monday, March 02, 2009, 3/02/2009 09:22:00 PM
can you handle the truth?i know i can't
because i'm living a lie, right in front of you
if i tell the truth, will you look at me the way you always looked at me?
SO MUCH TO PURGE, I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN, HOW TO BEGIN.