"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

you can enrich your mind
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Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
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Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
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Natasha
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Suzy
Yubo
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    Thursday, February 24, 2005, 2/24/2005 06:30:00 PM

    There are feelings that are being washed up over me like never before :

    1) I suddenly appreciate World Wide Web services, affectionately known as The Internet. I do, I do (oops no pun). It has every single freaking thing that you ever want to know and already known. Hey, it made me open to new things.

    2) I haven't sat on a swing for the longest time. Tell me when is the last time u sat on a swing and go weee up and weee down?? God, speaking of swing, how about see-saw? Like weeeee up and weee down. But no fret people, I am going to get my swing fix this sunday, muhaha as there are at least 3 playgrounds around my area. Childhood reliever, not that I am deprived though, uh u get my drift.

    3) I've been waking up with knots in my stomach which I like to think of as aches since I am doing sit-ups everyday but no, they are not aches. They are issues that I need to resolve and hopefully find an inner peace. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so hard to content on myself. I can't get no satisfaction. With what u may ask? I am not sure myself either. But looking on the bright and hazy side, I found out that my friend wasn't mad at all since she complained that I've been neglecting her calls. Ahh, the wonders of meeting up and clearin the hazy air.

    4) Speaking of haze, it has come back. 2 football fields? I wish people could stop throwing butts out into the open.

    5) Sometimes I wish I was deep in a way that, to actually sit back and ponder over things would not bring on headaches. Sometimes I could imitate some peoples' way of writing because theirs are just so fucking cool. There are times I yearn to be in an artist's circle where I actually could let the public appreciate my art but then what art talent do I have again? Perhaps one day I should go to a poetry slam or open book slam or music gig, to let myself into the flow. [ after reviewing this paragraph, I think I have a knack of over-complicating and creating confusion]

    6) Why isnt' Singapore showing films that are worth watching? Huh Huh? Eg: Garden State starring Zach Braff and Natalie Portman instead of stupid movies like stupid movies. However, I can't wait for SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS THE MOVIE! Now that's worth watching.

    7) I've added one more expectation of a "future" partner : quirky. Supposedly on the list are : great smile, intelligence, interesting, communication abled and quirky. Ah-ha. Who am I kiddin? There's none in Singapore. Oh crap, I admit I am a sucker for the 9pm drama. Wot? Cannot support my company ah?

    8) I really do need to exercise. That's one aspect of my life that I really need to be moving on. And holy moly, I might want to sign up for yoga too.

    What'a blog gonna do besides to let us rant, share thoughts, share gossip, to let people read and be kept informed "hey ur still alive", to let people think "hey this person is leadin such an interesting life, look at me. Wait, that last sentence belongs to me.

    I should probably stop. And I will be leaving you with this paragraph found within the interesting article I read :

    "digging deep into yourself to potentially produce something that will be shared with the masses, can be a daunting task. There may be places deep inside you that you'e not quite ready to tap into or feel afraid to tap into. But look at the various types of art that you love. Whoever produced it, probably bled a little in his/her attempt to give it to you"




    Tuesday, February 22, 2005, 2/22/2005 06:55:00 PM

    I'm worth 1,685,439.06 in dollars
    and 186,782,042.07 in yen
    and 1,400,599.86 in pounds! How much are you worth?

    Somebody buy me, baby.

    -----------------------------------

    By the way, check out this.

    Thanks for the nice note. Fun to know my strip gets read around the world!

    Bill Amend

    > From: Jasmine Choo Siang Chun
    > Date: Fri, 18 Feb 2005 13:27:48 +0800
    > To: billamend@mac.com
    > Subject: 3 Cheers
    >
    > Hiya Bill,
    >
    > Just want to tell you that you have a massive fan here from Singapore!! Love
    > the strips, love the plot, love the Foxtrot family and my fav!! Uber geeky but
    > so damn cool Jason!!! Woohooo!
    >
    > Go Bill!

    ps: He's the creator for FOXTROT comics. (I am so praising him : read #1 Kiss Ass)




    Monday, February 21, 2005, 2/21/2005 01:17:00 PM

    My holy moly piece of shit.

    It's not that I always start my post with cusses just that I got back my appraisal form.

    Yup that's right. I have been appraised.

    I STILL WANT TO SAY "MY HOLY MOLY PIECE OF CRAP SHIT"

    As you can see, apparently I didnt get very good reviews, okok think working for only 3 months, how good can one get right?

    AGAIN, NOT VERY GOOD.

    I got like 37/70 which makes about 53% of my grade which is actually a 2 [often meet job requirements] - Score 40/60.

    OH MY FUCKING GOD.

    It'S WORSE THAN TAKING BACK EXAMS RESULTS.

    I got to learn from my mistakes, ask more questions and be more results driven, have more job knowledge and skills, have better planning and organising ability, have better quality and quantity of work. GREAT.

    I better start working my ass off harder than before. Damnation.

    It surely sucks to be facing criticism, this goes to show that no matter how open I am, there is a sinking feeling knowing out there you have been crictised and appraised.

    Grow up, Jas. and welcome to the world of dog eat dog and shit meets shit.

    "free your mind"




    Friday, February 18, 2005, 2/18/2005 01:48:00 PM







    if i could only be as talented as all of those people found in this website,[those 3 are only examples]
    i would be so fucking happy.

    how do you dig yourself out of self annoyance, massive irritants, stupid people and work?




    Wednesday, February 16, 2005, 2/16/2005 07:15:00 PM

    Rooney - Find Myself

    when will i learn to be alone
    how can i learn to let go of you
    everyone can see me
    but i can't see myself
    have you seen the key that
    leads to me

    'cause i need to find myself
    i'm running out
    i'm running out of time
    to find myself

    why do i suck at putting smiles on their faces
    why am i only funny to myself
    how come no one understands what i say
    but i thought i didn't know myself
    i hate everyone
    only on certain days
    i think you're all
    annoyed by me
    so i'll leave, and find myself




    Saturday, February 12, 2005, 2/12/2005 01:08:00 AM

    Excessive eating, excessive talking, excessive gambling has made me one very very very happy person. [refers to HongKong ad]

    *best fortune teller voice*This year, I think, veli good for RAT babies, yesss I veli think so cuz this RAT baby has wonzzz a lotzzz of monley monely. Woohooo,yea. I tlink she ready to sign up for Slingapore fizst caslino membership. Gambling is the way to go. :B

    I am walking like a pregnant woman now. Very huge stomach going on, if you see me please do refrain from poking me cuz peanuts, yu sheng, tarts and more bak gwa may flow. Can you imagine a 4 hour marathon of Chinese movies back to back?! Lemak, nice sia! Kung Fu Hustle *heeee ya* and New Police Story *double heee ya*.

    Talkin to everybody, wow weeeeee. So fun, gossiping, laughing like mad.

    Now that you have your appetizer, let's talk about main course. Which is of course the highlight of all the highlights.

    ANG POWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woot woot woot wooot I am not saying how much I got just that it's very very very satisfying. Very nice to recoup my losses in buying all the New Year stuff, btw, if you go to any 4-D/Toto shop during WEEKDAYS ONLY, go buy SCRATCHIT leh, damn nice to play. You buy $2 worth of card, then u scratch, if you got 3 of the same thing, you win! My mom won $9 today. Go buy and also do some charity because proceeds go to either National Heritage Board, Zoo or I donno what la. I think I will buy pretty sooon. Also, have you bought your TOTO tickets? $14 MILLION LEH!!!! Wah lau eh, I bought liao.

    I "lou hei" like 3 times in 3 days, excuse me if I see another yu sheng, I think I am going to puke. I went bowling just with all my cousins in a dress!!!! Aye, I went visiting so imagine a dress with socks sticking high on bowling shoes. Beaaaooootiful and I'm lovin it. Anyway the story was I was observing this tanned singlet and shorts army guy playing and hmmm thinking wow he must be fit and all and of all sudden, he Dropped the bowling ball, like he had butter fingers. [insert laughter]. It was funny, dammit. And I laughed, he looked and sparks flew. NOT. Anyway he kept lookin at me, my dress and my shoes. Like haha and what the crap.

    I repeat, please do not poke my stomach. Or anywhere else for that matters




    Tuesday, February 08, 2005, 2/08/2005 06:16:00 PM





    May the Rooster year be good for all of us! Cheers!




    2/08/2005 06:11:00 PM

    I got attacked by a virus. RIGHT IN MY STOMACH!!! CRAP. And it all happened right before Chinese New Year. Great, just what I was hoping for. NOT!

    Dammit.

    I really really really really want to eat my top 5 food for CNY and I only get to eat them once a year.
    Here's my list:
    1) Bak Gwa
    2) Pineapple Tarts
    3) Peanut puffs
    4) Mini Prawn Rolls
    5) Love Letters

    The perk me up was I got 2 days worth of mc. Hey no work at all until next monday, I am ecstastic like hell. But I am weak like turd right now.. ughhhhhh. But it's ok, I hope to be ok by tonight. Crap shit.

    By the way, happy new year and gong xi fa cai! cock-a-doodle-doo




    Sunday, February 06, 2005, 2/06/2005 01:09:00 AM

    I never knew catching up with cousins could be as fun as tonight. Well, the food wasn't that good but hey you get to eat oysters, salmon and turkey and crayfish at the same time so that should probably make up for it. Sense made?

    I think I made a stupid comment about people buying clothes from Future State are all girly wirly. Ugh. But I don't think my cousin is offended because he doesnt get it. I don't like girly wirly girls and clothes, you know do you.

    I enjoyed tonight :) and they are coming to my house soon!




    Thursday, February 03, 2005, 2/03/2005 09:05:00 AM

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    Wednesday, February 02, 2005, 2/02/2005 11:09:00 PM

    Will some evil laughs please stand up?

    AH-HA. Finally the day where I know Fann Wong is truly a bitch as she is [ sidetrack: I can't stand her from the start and never would like her even though she is my "colleague". Besides who could stand her in those stupid NEW MOON foodstuff ads? And of all, I had to book in the ads but that's another story.]

    So it was 9pm a while ago when my colleague and I were waiting for our buses respectively. She went home first, leaving me to stare into space while awaiting. And suddenly this guy,he was lurkin in somewhere behind already, came up to me and started talking. I was like uh. When a guy approaches you to talk at 9pm at a bus stop where only trees and moving vehicles surround you, yes it's good to be WEARY.

    Wipe those looks, he didnt ask for my number. Instead he went on about how his acting went. He's a small extra aka CALEFAIR, I just knew lah ok.

    The conversation went like this:
    He: Wah, acting damn tough. So long hours also.

    Me: ya *fake smiles**nods* So what you acting in?

    He: Some ghost movie/production coming up. Wah damn tough, lost my pass and my ic.. tsk tsk.

    Me: Orh. Then how? *nods**fake smiles*

    He: Like that loh, have to pay 5 bucks. I tell you I acted beside Zoe leh, [sidetrack: he called Zoe Tay as in Zoe, not Miss Tay, wah so close like that ah]. You know I tell Zoe, I wanted to act beside you for very long already leh, so what u busy with?

    Zoe(taken from his convo): Orh, Unbeatables 4. Heh, no long we just act loh. Be natural.
    [sidetrack: Zoe is so nice. kk]

    Me: orh. *fake smiles* that's good *smiles again*

    He: I tell you, I know like everybody don't like Fann Wong hor, even assistant producer also dont like. Btw, you all acting you donno ah? That time I wanted to practice my lines with her so I asked Hey Fann, you wanna practise? Btw, you all acting you donno ah?

    [major sidetrack: He THINKS WE ARE ACTRESSES. LOL. But he might think we are CALEFAIR soo not a good thing]

    Fann(taken from his convo): Why? YOu cannot practise yourself meh? *gives off haughty look*
    [sidetrack: god, Fann is such a bloody bitch]

    He: Wah, wah lau eh. Then I go ask asst. producer practise with me and i asked her why she(fann) like that ah?

    Asst. producer(taken from his convo): Aiyah, you think we like her also meh? We just keep our mouth shut too.

    He: Heh. ok bus here, nice to meet u. [bus came and he's off]

    Me: *fake smiles* ya. me too. *nods* *smiles*

    Seriously, if you all can understand what I just typed, it's all great.

    Therefore, I conclude. Fann Wong is a bitch, period. Any Fann fans out there, go fan yourself with shit. like Haha. Zoe Tay is always nice, period. *smiles*

    I insist I am not wacked. It's so fun, besides he is acting as a zombie in the show. Check out an irony.




    2/02/2005 01:49:00 PM



    Hear hear hear, I have officially become a Domo-kun fanatic.

    I don't really like cute, commercial, mass-produced (think Hello Kitty) products. I do not want what everyone else has.But then I like my Burnt Bun and Domo-kun of course. Hehe

    This is totally random.

    Besides, I don't really look forward to going to Wayne's party. I changed my mind about pictures. There won't be pictures after all because I won't be really in the mood.