"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

you can enrich your mind
Adeline
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Cashew
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Ian
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Jas Cheng
Jing
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    Tuesday, December 27, 2005, 12/27/2005 08:11:00 PM

    Dear Santa,

    I guess it's too late. FedEx couldn't be reached, maybe they were too busy stepping on peoples'head to get to the other side. So all I can do is to hope that you will pop by, stay and read. Even though I am way late to celebrate your presence.

    Here's my list:

    1) Ipod nano - Let's all be frank and shallow like we always be. People don't put world peace on the top of their list, do they? That thing is so small, so light, everybody is clamouring for it. Steve Jobs! You rock. Now, I hope this gets cced and let Steve read/send one to me. The colour Black really really is very attractive.

    2) A New Personal Computer - It's either this or let my god-damn pc stop rebooting itself. It's been pissing me off lately. I just hope I get to develop all my photos before it dies.

    3) A side job / a new job - I'll work hard and get down dirty if I have to. Just higher pay and in the entertainment/media industry please.

    4) Money - Nuff said.

    5) Time - I really do need more time in the world. To fulfill every single commitment I've make and made. Be it with family, friends, colleagues, every single body.

    6) A really funny, passionate, intelligent, hot guy - It's hard to find so why not help me by making one? If possible, could you ask Rudolph to travel a little higher to God then help me ask him to be more generous with the looks please. Thanks much. Oh. and get him to understand my jokes too. Much appreciated.

    7) The ability to stop being clumsy and stupid. - out out my demons of stupidity. Stop letting me screwed up too.

    I can't think anymore. There is more but there's next year. I hope because you never know.

    Santa, help?

    merry belated christmas and happy new year.

    a new better life needed,
    Jasmine.

    Next up, new year resolutions. wow. i can't wait.




    Thursday, December 22, 2005, 12/22/2005 10:40:00 PM

    Dear Santa,

    Don't leave the North Pole yet. I have been calling FedEx to help send my letter urgently.

    Till then,

    HOLD THE FRIGGIN REINDEER REINS.

    need sleep urgently,
    Jasmine




    Thursday, December 15, 2005, 12/15/2005 01:00:00 PM

    the following paragraph is not written by me, though i wish i am the one that wrote it. I see it as powerful, expressive and impressive about it. Maybe you dont but I certainly do.

    taken from mylene's friend, david, this is what he says about:

    "Love, it seems that Heaven and Hell have both decreed our meetings illegal, the first agreement they've made since the creation of the World. Word on the street says that you're all around during the the festive period ie. Christmas ie. NOW. You're in the air, you're in the eyes of the people next to me blah blah. Yet it's simply outrageous how everyone around can find you, safe for me. From what I hear, people find you in the classified ads, the Internet and even in strangers. Now, the oceans have roared their disapproval, the thunder has screamed their anguish and humans, well they've written blogs about my particular situation. Yet apparently, you're not only blind, but also bloody deaf as well. All my life, everytime I thought I found you and had the feeling you'd never leave, there goes Cupid and his cursed arrows, shooting arrows at my partner so every owner of a dong comes running after her. So here's the bottom line for you: Either you come into my life and you stay, or you simply get the fuck out and I'll start adopting your counterpart instead. Hell, Hitler did the latter, I'm sure I'll survive with that too.

    P.S. The only thing I like about you is making you.

    P.P.S. If I meet that bloody archer of yours one more time, You're gonna be the last thing on my mind, trust me.


    of course, take note that if i ever write, her would be a guy. like er u know, i am straight. ok nvm, this is goin to come out wrong so i'll stop.

    hey david, if u ever see my blog, i want to say you got my stamp of approval of being one blog that I like to read.

    love. bah humbug.




    Tuesday, December 13, 2005, 12/13/2005 12:51:00 PM

    Let me tell you something about office politics:

    Big fry --> Medium fry --> Small fry.

    Big fry controls us all, including medium fry.

    To conclude, small fry gets screwed all round.

    Welcome to the fucked up world.

    "forget the fries, do you wanna be fly with that?"




    Monday, December 05, 2005, 12/05/2005 01:30:00 PM


    My blog is worth $8,468.10.
    How much is your blog worth?



    haha. jing!! i copied this and i got much higher! welcome to the dark side.

    hahahahahahahahahahahhahhahaahahhaha. so funny.

    anyway I watched RENT. That musical rocked my socks off, ok besides Charlize Theron's body. I was pretty impressed by Karen Mok, she couldn't hit the higher notes than her co stars but she did her job well. This character "Maureen" she was the funniest. "The only thing to do is to jump over the moon" Very strong characters they had in the play. Gays, AIDS, Lesbians, Loneliness, Love. It's worth my every 80 bucks. Ya la, bloody hell, they were selling tickets at 50 bucks durin the weekend. But it's ok. Every single dollar well spent, -inhales- I didnt fall asleep though. ah ha. "rent me. then twist my fate"

    The volunteer orientation was ok. we had to play this icebreaker game where u write a famous person name down, put in a box and pick one name then paste it at the back.
    We had to go around asking questions "Who Am I". -_-". It's major dumb but in a sad twisted way, i had fun. haha. I got Angelina Jolie. yes laugh all u want. Sylvia got King Kong and then i laughed like mad. We weren't supposed to look though, I wrote Adrian Pang down, that poor person had a hard time guessing. Anyway yea, my stint is gonna start on 26th Dec so yea.

    Ian's party was fab. We ate and ate and ate. Thank god I skipped lunch. International buffet = loads of food = oysters,lobsters,salmon,suckling pig,chocolate fountain (pauses to scoop up saliva),sushi and so much more = gorging = monday morning which is today, i lao sai. Anyway Ian!!!! I hope u like the gift, when i first saw it, it reminded me of u. It was nice seeing u, indra, ngiap, wayne and huibin. ho ho 2 ladies at the table, pure girl gossip. Sorry man but those guys were too young for me. So I hereby announce, welcome to the real world man. Thanks once again for the fab dinner. Do you know there is a red light district at Orchard for hell I didnt know. Guys of different nationalities hanging ard starin like they never stare before. I got stared at by the way and i am not flattered. And a fleeting moment, I thought this guy was undressing me with his eyes. I got spooked man and seriously I was glad Indra walked with me. Hooker my ass.

    My dad's flown to Bahrain for 3 months now. No car, no private transport. damn.

    "the only thing to do is to jump over the moon"