"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Saturday, April 24, 2004, 4/24/2004 12:51:00 PM
THe O.C!!!! ADAM BRODY!!!!!!!!
Phantom Planet - Lonely Day
I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
lonely lonely day.
Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can't
go back to bed
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day
Everybody knows that something's wrong
But nobody knows what's going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It's shaping up to be a lonely day
I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
Wednesday, April 21, 2004, 4/21/2004 01:48:00 PM
Fuck everybody in school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sandy you little bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bryan you little faggot!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tuesday, April 20, 2004, 4/20/2004 06:29:00 PM
This is probably the last time I would blog before exams. But then again, I may never know and still blog.
My parents were out of town this weekend and came back today!!! Yay I am so happy that they are back. I miss them man! Ok fine. Think anyone can also figure that out. No homecooked meals, no ironing. Bummer but hey, I still do my housework for I am a neat freak. Self proud declaration. Been chilling out the whole 3 days, they went jalan jalan, I also. Went shopping with Peiwen. I haven't seen her in like 3 weeks so finally, we got to hang out. Went Bugis and Orchard on Sat then Chinatown on Sun. I like the Chinatown part better. We were snapping and snapping pics on our hps like nobody's business. Cuz I can't really load all cuz no data link cable and the dough to send through GPRS is a little pricey. As usual, monthly walk from Chinatown to Esplanade. Nice. Hot. Lose weight on legs.
I became a Friendster addict on Sat. Devoted 3 hours from 12 - 3am surfin Friendster alone. My god, I know. I am such a sucker. Well, it so happened that my friend knows this friend who's my pri sch friend. Get the link? Went on to search for supposedly surviving pri sch friends whom I have not seen in eons. But come again, so what if I add them, as if I am gonna meet them or something. Well I'll never know.
I went to watch Starsky and Hutch with Wayne and Claire. Let's keep it that way that in my mind throughout the whole trip, I was visioning myself wearing ELECTRIFYING YELLOW all the while. But then I didnt' electrocute myself. I didnt think the movie was hilarious but Wayne, my god I tell you, he laughed like the whole goddamned cinema was his. Was it that F-U-N-N-Y? Perhaps I couldn't get the private jokes between him and the movie. "DO IT, I SAID DO IT" or "LEMME SEE YOUR BELLYBUTTON" or "TURN AROUND, ARCH YOUR BACK AND ACT LIKE A MEAN DRAGON". I like Huggy "Nobody noobdy touches Huggy" Bear played famously by Snoop Dogg. Shizzle nizzle my fizzle.
Btw, my IAD project is finally done and here's a little tribute to Sandy and Jasper. Don worry, I am not mad. I am just cool and mild. REALLY.
To Sandy,
Thank you for making me feel incompetent. Thank you for not helping me when I need someone to debug my errors when you are my partner. Thank you for allowing me to have my Tutor homepage only when I did do most and didnt want it just because it didnt cohere with yours. Or oops should i say Jasper's. Thank you also for your little worthy advice to help when only someone ELSE is besides me to help. Why bother anyway? Thank you for this last project because I can't stand you and all the shit around you anymore. One more thing, stop relying on Jasper ON EVERYTHING. You little shit and you always pissed me off. Thank god for graduation.
To Jasper,
You are one worthless shitty guy I ever seen. I am not proud that you are my classmate and worse, to be Sandy's bf. I dont know how you can take THE CRAP that Sandy gives you anyway. I have a strong suspicion that she patched up with you because she needed your codes. You dumbass. And screw you and your best friend CheeHao for all the bad things you said about all of us. Don think we never did it back. Why are you always helping Sandy in terms of school work? She always get mad at you for like the smallest thing and what did you do? You whimpered!!! What kind of shit is that? Why can't you stand up and act like a man? Where's ur blain blain? Or are you so overwhelmed by Sandy's whiteness? Man, personally, I think you should clean up your act. I hate your hair and ur stubby all over facial hair. Dont slouch too. You useless prick.
There, I am done. I was supposed to be tributing to them on Friday. But then lazy. Dont worry guys, I will never see her again and you will never hear my complaints again. Aint life wonderful?
Final exams. Bummer.
Tuesday, April 13, 2004, 4/13/2004 11:08:00 PM
I am certainly not feeling nice right now. Cranky, nasty and bitchy.
Just a few hours ago, I had to pee badly, hungry as hell, my project giving me problems and on top of that, Sandy kept calling to check up on the project. I was irritated as can be.
Listen up, Sandy had just patched up with Jasper. I had a feeling she did that so she could get Jasper to do her part of IAD project for her. What a loser. Then when Jasper did help her, the whole project could not be loaded. *evil laughs* Show off lah, keep sayin dont worry I do I do. In the end, also still cannot. Thank goodness I did my part and all the extra ones and load into my M:. So I don have to freakin worry. So it can't be loaded, she got mad and scolded Jasper. I was like wtf man, he helped u and u treated him like shit. Jasper should have slapped her, I know I could. When I showed her my part of the project and it worked, she was like wow. u did it. congrads. I could see green juices of sarcasms seeping through. She just looks down on me man, thinking I can't do it. Freaking piece of shit.
Do you guys realize when Sandy broke up with Jasper, she became a little nicer? Not as bitchy before. Now that she's back with him, I am just back to bitchin her. Well, more than ever. Muahahah. Jasper brought the worst in her. Hell yea. The IAD project's gonna be due soon anyway and I can't wait to not see Sandy. WUhoo.
I think my horns just grew a little longer.
PS: I never knew my sex dream could attract so many people. Perhaps I should dream more of it but sadly, no sequel.Ok not yet. Heh. Eh why isn't anyone proud that I almost did beat up Bob? Huh Huh?
Dogget: Thanks for all your help and Elton's too!!! Really appreciated it!! And glad Elton could hear me. Muahhaha
Aisha: Hope ya feeling better, sorry I couldn't help much cuz I couldn't help myself either. But thanks for all the accompanying.
Rosida aka Boobs aka Booby: New word a day could keep no one away and miss ya!
To all doing IAD project, I feel ya.
Wish me luck for marketing test and network infrastructure test the following 2 days. Actually it meant let me kick Sandy's ass.
me. out.
Saturday, April 10, 2004, 4/10/2004 06:56:00 PM
This was the other night.
As i was about to slip my shirt above my head, suddenly a guy appeared behind me. He was dark, muscular and handsome in a dark sort of way. He wasnt a chinese but in fact an american indian black. Geddit? But the point is that he's hot. I struttled towards him in a seductive pose and kissed him fully on the lips. And mostly happened was just pure sex and yea I seduced him. I didn't know how he felt because I woke up.Yes, a dream. Man, what I did know was that hmmm, I woke up feeling a little freaked, a little hmmm, a little satisfied, a little aroused. Wow, what sex can do in a dream.
This was last night.
I was in the mrt with Aisha to school when I spotted Bob behind me.(Sidetrack: first of all, the mere sight just revokes me). Where I got the guts to bitch bout Nurul in front of him, I don't know but I did. He heard, smacked me on the back of my neck twice and pinched my ear. I responded and was about to grab his shirt and give him a punch or two when he ran out of the train. Aisha and I gave chase and saw him sitting on the platform with a water hose at Dover Station. He pointed the hose at me and I suddenly grabbed the hose and turned it towards him. The strength of water was powerful and he got freaking wet. But sadly, not enough to send him into the rail where I wish he gets flattened by the train. Then he stood up and I ran after him, determined to kick his balls and beat him in a pulp. But darn, he ran so fast till I spotted him with his friends. I went up to them and screamed as loudly as I can that I will beat Bob up. He was hovering nearby and heard what I said. He stood up and ran again. This time I just stared at him till he vanished. And I woke up.
When I did wake up, I felt WOW. That was freaking amazing. The dream felt so real and my feelings were so ugh like living and I felt regretted that I didnt get to beat him up. Darn. I should have. I could be made a heroine. But damn damn damn. I was so close to beating the shit out of him. Next time then.
Tuesday, April 06, 2004, 4/06/2004 11:37:00 PM
The Prince and Me
Well actually they should just name it the prince. My gosh, he's so darn hot hot hot! So handsome, so charming, so handsome, what a smile, so handsome.... sigh...
The prince of Denmark aka Royal Highness aka Prince Edward aka Eddie (Luke Mably) used to be a spoilt brat who slept with racy females and raced racy cars. Get the pun? Hyuk hyuk. Until he got fed up with his life and responsibilites and ahem watched an ad about naked college girls in the States, he came to the big O USA to pursue, well college girls. That was he could think of until he met Paige Morgan(Julia Stiles), an ex farm girl who strived to be big in med school and to be a doctor. They met, bad first impressions then fell in love. But it has a slight twist, leading to whether Paige wants to be a Queen or follow her dreams.
I love Julia Stiles, she's my fav actress and I love her choppy bob. Makes me wanna cut my locks but I probably end up like a watermelon so nah. She's part of the reason why I wanna catch this flick. Seriously, I think this movie is fairly, ok very predictable alas fairy tale like. Tad bland with its plot. Well, the only thing that spices up the screen are all the male actors. I am not biased. At least I learnt in order to be a Queen, you must always have good posture.
Basically, this movie just teaches us to follow our dreams and heart no matter what and love as if it is the only feeling in the world.
Review: 3.5/5
Ps: The reason I gave so high was because of Luke Mably *slurps*
Saturday, April 03, 2004, 4/03/2004 12:15:00 AM
I got burnt and I am peeling right now. Oh look little flacks of skin! I've been staying back at school almost everyday to work on my IAD project. I know, I could hear NO LIFE coming out of some mouths. It's due in 2 weeks time, interface has been done except for codings which actually are NOT going to be interesting. All agree, just breathe. See? I got everybody's breath. Man can I spell L-A-M-E-R.
I got pissed with Sandy on Wed because she hinted that I did not do my part of the project. I raised my voice and vice versa. I won't let anyone put me down and I did bloody hell do my work. Anyway, I figured out that she can't and won't survive alone (miss dependent) because she BROKE UP WITH JASPER!!!!! Fresh out of the oven, u heard it from me. So if she pick up a fight with me, clearly I will be the winner. Shameless overload, again. Well, they broke up like 3 weeks ago.. wow. Isn't it amazing? Imagine, them. I could foresee Sandy settin up her own consultant company ranging from hair to your toe. Every single part of your hair, skin or body you dont understand or can't solve a problem, just go to her. For eg: Dry/Frizzy Hair, put olive oil for 30 mins. Burnt Skin? Put lemon. See, every SINGLE freaking problem has a solution.
My stomach has been acting all weird lately, giving me shitty problems. Ahem pardon the pun. It's like when I sit on the bowl, my bowels just came out sputtering. Like there's lots air. Man, somebody deflate me. And I have this cold now. Ugh.. Look at the weather, hot in the day and storm in the evening. Ok. Fine I gotta exercise more.
In my network infrastructure class, there's this girl called Angeline in 04 class. Well one of the 3 barrels we call em. There's this guy in the class too who took freaking pictures of her. Freaking as in he took without her acknowledgement. That's so fucking sick man. Last week, Angeline had her G-string exposed and the back row guys got excited over it and took bloody pictures. My god, can u actually imagine that? I mean how sick can u get? This is not about jealousy here, it's about respect and having the decency to take photos with permission. Btw, the guy is not even good looking. And u know what, I am gonna tell Angeline bout it. It's just not right.
Aisha and I went shopping at Toa Payoh on Thurs and it was fun. Yay. Sigh. Throughout the whole journey, I was into character Maid Maria where I had to carry Aisha's bagful of clothes while she shopped. Yes, she was ecstastic bout the clothes there cuz it's so freaking cheap. A long sleeve blouse for 3 bucks and it's GAP. So we walked the whole Toa Payoh and sweated like stig pigs man. And I, as usual didnt buy anything cuz I am broke. Not that but I had 2 bucks. Counted? Gonna get my allowance soon to buy Mom's present.
Oh and finally a guy that catches my eye and that will be Nick. He's in 08 class, same course. He's 22 and has a girl friend. So that will be the one sentence that I will sum up. Think infatutation.
In class today, Chingsan had these spare tags 24 and 25. So we put it on and acted like we were Singapore Idol, Miss UNiverse, Miss Congeniality, Miss World and u get my drift. Hhahahha so we went "So how do you want to save the world?" I said " Harsher Punishments and World Peace". Aisha sang Bosson "One in A Million" as background music. Sadly, no catwalk. Classroom not big enough.
May Miss Singapore and S-League wait till snow falls in Singapore.
This Sunday!!
*imitates Sandra Bullock*World Peace.