"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
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Alvin
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Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
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Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
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Jing
Kitty
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Spanky
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Sunday, March 28, 2004, 3/28/2004 03:52:00 PM
After Swamming. Ok swimming.
Went swimming!!! Finally after 2 years. WUhoo! The feeling was great but then it was tiring. (- -). Haven't swam in like years and suddenly I swam 12 laps. Ok, it was breadth and length combined. Eh I swam 4 lengths k. Yes, I am such a loser but I will catch up!!! Muahahha. Went with Serene, wah she swam 25 laps ALL LENGTH man. She is a good swimmer. Yay!! I could feel my fats burning and my skin getting a tan. Wuhoo!!!! I am fit and a little brown (I HOPE). *flexs arm* But then after swimming, went clementi and ate chinese wu xiang. *groans* But don't worry it wasn't a waste, we both sweated while we ate. Hahaha damn hot man. Donno whether it's my black shirt or the weather. But still I want to shout out that I went swimming!! Thanks to my "fitness instructor".
Went Mustafa shopping centre yesterday with bro and Dad. Wah.. things there are like much much cheaper than elsewhere. But didn't buy anything cuz among the 3 of us, I am the one that brought money. Guess how much I brought? 2 bucks. Yup only 2 bucks. Aiya didn't think we buy anything mah. My dad forgot to bring wallet. Sigh. I'll be back there.
Okie dokie, gotta head back to IAD project.
Friday, March 26, 2004, 3/26/2004 11:33:00 PM
How can I forget this piece of information?
Bob said sth bad about me and Aisha today. How did I know? Easy because when both of us walked into the MLT, Bob said sth to Nurul and she playfully slapped him at the arm. It's bloody obvious. If I were Nurul, I think I would have SLAP him, period. Probably calling us the fatso and the midget or whatever.
Son of a bitch. Seeing both of them makes me depised them every single moment. I am not torturing myself by thinking of them, in fact I am always thinkin of ways to make them suffer. *evil laughs*. Yes the sadist of the year. U know, i always thought can Bob die if I threw a pencil at him back and it would stab him? Or probably just dissipate into ashes? Yup, I detest him. Never thought a day would come when Suyi actually took a 2nd place.
Motherfucker.
3/26/2004 07:19:00 PM
It's raining outside heavily, making the weather cooler. NOT. It's in fact making everybody humid. Sun, Rain, stop then rain again. It's so freaking hot and humid. Everytime I wear my slippers, I find that I might slip on my SLIPPER instead on the floor. Geddit? My feet sweat so uh makes walking a little careful and bloody sticky/slippery. And yes, feet do sweat, just admit.
Finished my marketing presentation and I think I did well. Shameless overload. Okokok... My group didnt want to do the commercial =( Fine, be that way. *sulks* The next group who presented was ok but the last speaker was like shouting man. She had her good speech voice overload man and her pitch was freaking high. Sand and I tried hard not to laugh,muhaha yes i know black aura. HAHHAA. We met our gang at project lab and just chilled. I haven't seen Wayne a week and finally he appeared. I always seem to see him alternate weeks. There was this incident on Monday where I saw Ngiap and Indra in the project lab then I was gesturing to Indra with my thumb cuz I needed the thumb drive from Ngiap then Indra said wat very good? Excellent? Hhahahaha lol. He thought I was playin charades. MUAHAHAHHAHA man, wat a twit. Sha and I laughed like siao man. Thumb = dumb. ahem ahem. muahahahhahaha
Tues was my bro's birthday!!! My family went to eat at a japanese restaurant.. man let's just say sits up at night weren't enough to cover up. Heh. Nice cee ah. And also Alan's birthday. Thus shopping on sat and the presents. I know, I have repeated.
This week passed by fast with lots of laughing. I like it :) And lots of slips up too. Sha is a twit, you know it and Manfred likes you. Lalalala Aisha and Manfred sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G. I forgot the rest.
I dont think Bryan gonna see this thats why I am gonna say this. He said things that actually puzzled me and left me a little turned-off. I was competiting Solitaire with Sand and Bryan went to talk to Sand, she said shh don disturb don distract. I know u wanna help Jas win. Then Bryan said yea, she's my best friend wat but she never treat me as one. WTF?!! I didnt say anything but inside, I was going WTF is he saying man. Best friend? Gosh. And we had to form a group and do MOBC project which consisted of me, Sand, Bryan and Vicky. We had to draw lots and there's 2 qns which consisted of a pair. I drew the lot which had to do 2 qns and Bryan was asking Sandy Why must she do with Jas, can't I pair with her? I was like WTF again. Man.. I didnt know how to react. All I could do was to look at Sandy and go don't agree, dont agree. I had to use my telepathy powers. Thank god Sandy still doing with me. Those actions are enough to turn me off man. *shivers*
Saw Suzi on the train today. Oh ya Wayne and Claire going out leh, shall force Wayne to tell us and where and Sha and I will follow and display our wonderful acting skills. Hmmm. imitates suz: terms terms terms~
To Suz: Sorry ah never join u all on Monday.. next time k, surely.
Sunday, March 21, 2004, 3/21/2004 02:10:00 AM
Gotta let this load off my chest.
WHY ON EARTH ARE GUYS WEARING SO MUCH PINK NOWADAYS? Everywhere I turn, it's a guy in pink. Be it light pink or intense pink. IT'S SO GAY, FAGGOTISH. WTF too. It's like so ugh and eek. Gosh, it's actually disrupting the cycle of PINK. As Dogget mentioned, if guys do really wear pink, at least go get a shirt that says "I AM NOT GAY". Imagine pink with that slogan on guys. But still PINK ON GUYS ARE SHIT.
Ok I feel better, uh NOT. They dont call me PMS AVENGER for nothing.
Well, I felt better in everything because I finished my FYP PRESENTATION!!! Yay!!!!!! Wuhoo, it's over. But somehow, there's a little uneasiness cuz ahem the codes were being referenced. Biggest fear: Will our supervisor fail us for plagarism? I guess I have to live with it till May cuz that's when we know our results. But I finally finished!!! I am freee like a bird!!! People, start contacting me!! Ahem ahem. Btw, friendship with Nurul is O-V-E-R. She's free to go her own way and I won't bother to contact her at all. After we tried to contact her so many times just to come and do FYP, she never bothered to reply. I dont give shitniz anymore. No more FYP, no more Nurul. Can you spell DOUBLE CELEBRATION?
And for the past week, everyday started with 7am wakeup routine and reaching school at 8.15 and be home at 6pm. And all I faced was the pc. Thank goodness was Sha beside me, just ur presence there encouraged me to debug more. Thanks to Mr Calvin too for being there at THE VERY END WHEN HE WEREN'T THERE in the beginning. Ironic.
And on Sat which was yesterday, Peiwen and I did sth very mindless. We went shopping!!!! Wuhoo!!!!! Well, it wasn't mindless, it was very mindful. We had to get Alan's present and my bro's present. Both birthdays fall on the same day, that's why. Bought them T-shirts. Uh bought myself this fabolous bleedy cool pants for 15 bucks, DDP brand and mags. I just wanna say money is being fast depleted in one day and now I am a little dry. Suzi, take note ah monday, eat CHEAP CHEEP CHEAP.
Peiwen and I walked from Bugis to Orchard and let's say it was a scorching walk and could feel fats burning. Muahah, no lah. Cousin's weddin in Sept and i have like 5 months to lose weight? hehehe. sexy.
Oh well, that's all for this week. For those who need heavy dosage of me, I'll probably update when I have my Marketing presentation on tuesday. I wrote a short commercial!! Hehhehe kiddin, I am no Narcissist. Btw, they are showing A Bug's Life!!! Yay my fav cartoon, one of.
Hope everything goes well. *imitates Jay-Z: shrugs off dirt off my shoulder*
Monday, March 15, 2004, 3/15/2004 07:24:00 PM
My fucking pc went into a bloody coma!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fark man!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It actually went into one the other time and now!!!!!!!!!! I will personally bury it next. Ugh
2 presentations this week!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT A WEEK. My fyp's due on WED~! GREAT. I COULD JOY SEEPING THROUGH MY VEINS. NOT!!!
What a lousy Monday. Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am ready to go on a rampage. Ugh~!!!!!!!!!!!
Bloody hell.
*clumps of hair on floor*
Saturday, March 13, 2004, 3/13/2004 06:40:00 PM
Finally. The chance to properly blog. Wuhoo!! I felt better in days as in I've slowed down my procrasination. Yes that's a big thing, no, that's a HUGE THING!!! Wuhoo!!!! I feel immense satisfaction as our marketing report is done and I've done the marketing presesntation. Next thing: sum up ELIT report.
I hate myself for being a procrasinator, it makes me idle, makes me weak, makes me feel like a freaking loser. But somehow I just can't kick the habit away. Ugh being one has resulted on my Mid Sem tests.. I haven't get back the results yet but I swear I will not last minute study again. Well procrasinating allowed me only 4 days to study a freaking module. See what i mean? My MSTs so far wasn't that good. All the tests I took gave me a half half feeling. I could actually feel my brain power accelerating during the test but then when I write down on paper, its engine came out half sputtering half on power. Sigh. I MUST STUDY HARD I MUST STUDY HARD. Yes, my mantra for the FINAL FINAL FINAL exams. I am gonna grad soon... no no no. I want to be a student forever, well I know never stop learning but I want to go to school where studies occupy most of your time and brain. But after all I said, work still looms in. Ironic.
Actually, I can't let myself go still even it's after MSTs. 2 presentations next week!!! IF I COULD ACTUALLY END MY FYP PAIN, it will be counted as 3. Great. But I know I can do it!!!! Yes I must!!!!! Uh yea. Test results will be gotten back too. Hmmm. Please, let me kick Sandy's ass. I'll really study hard.
Enough bout school. I have this sudden urge to go watch a movie, maybe Pieces of April. I have this sudden urge to go shopping. I have this sudden urges to sing karaoke. I have this sudden urge to go eat ribs and steak. After all that, I probably have no urge to exercise. Which brings to I HAVE TO EXERCISE Tomorrow. Courtesy of Dogget. *sighs inwardly*. OKOK.
Went to watch Haunted Mansion. Won tickets, courtesy of Perfect 10. Not bad a movie, it's a family adventure. Don have time to write a proper review but I gave it 3/5 stars. Eddie Murphy is absolutely hilarious, I love his grin. He has this knack of cracking people up in every scene man and computer graphics are really very good. There was this scene where Eddie Murphy had to take a key and the zombie awaked. I did give a scream because I was excited for Eddie and his daughter not to be caught. Not quite understand what I am saying? Go catch the movie. Muahah The Haunted Mansion, well not quite.
Man, I love American Idol. I know, I've been saying it like forever but yay the competition really starts next week. Can't wait. Btw I am not so HUNG up about William anymore. He now gives off this aura which says "Look at me, I am famous". eEEKS. He bangs. NOT.
I also have this sudden urge to go clubbing. Anybody? With a car? Ooh and is anybody rich enough to send to a Britney concert in USA?
I have so many sudden urges. Hmmm.
Wednesday, March 10, 2004, 3/10/2004 03:39:00 PM
Look outside your window and notice the weather.
Isn't it dark and gloomy? And that's exactly how I feel after 2 mid sem papers. Not that good.
I like floods. Such a sadist. Sigh
Saturday, March 06, 2004, 3/06/2004 05:23:00 PM
Yikes!!!! One more day!!!!
Btw this link is fab!!!
Shall put in under "Fly Away"... Go check it out yall.
Thursday, March 04, 2004, 3/04/2004 10:44:00 PM
I feel drained
where my brain feels tied
Here comes the rain
which I hope it can wash away my knots.
Ugh help help help.
Only studied 2 chapters. How....
Tests next week, projects due next 2 weeks.
Ugh.
Tuesday, March 02, 2004, 3/02/2004 08:00:00 PM
Yay!!! Lord of the Rings got 11 Oscars!!!!!!!!!! Yay!! I am so proud of them. *sniffs sniffs*
I finally understood how to parse the data!!!!!! Yay!!!
I am straight but man, all the main ladies at the Oscars are stunning. Take a look at Catherine Zeta-Jones, Charlize Theron, Diane Lane, Jennifer Garner, Angelina Jolie etc. All radiant. I am so envious.
I love Robin Williams.. the one where he hid behind Billy Crystal is funny, the one where he dragged a 5... second...delay is funny too but the one where he peeked his 'boob' out is absolutely hilarious.
Too bad Bill Murray didn't win, he was the hot ticket but then it went to Sean Penn. I got Mystic River dvd, muahaha.
My preciousssssss.
3/02/2004 11:18:00 AM
Let's see what have I been up to.
Last week was full of school and projects. I have 5 projects on hand now, piling like nobody's business. I also have major headaches, piling like nobody's business. I have Internet Application Development which I have to create JSP for home tutor portal. I have Essentials of Marketing which I have to draw the shoe bag design. I have Ethics and Law of IT which my group have to write 1500 to 2000 words on patent law. I have Network Infrastructure which I have to plan the floor plans of T9. I have Fyp which now deadline is prolonged to mid of March.
Let's jump for joy.
Thank goodness till this date, my network infrastructure project is over. Yes!! But then I dont feel any sense of satisfaction. Oh, did i mention all my projects, my WONDERFUL partner is Sandy? How 'whoopy'. Well, except the law project but then I do with Liling. Double sigh. Yes Fyp is not done yet, I am such a loser, seriously. Headaches thinking of 4 more projects all to be handed in this MONTH.
Right now is MST study break week and I spent Monday and today in school, doing projects. I have not touched my books yet and I wondered am I able to score well. I hope to beat Sandy's ass especially. I know I have been saying this like forever. I haven't been properly studying for like 2 months now, projects took up most of my brain's space. Will you guys ever get bored of hearing me bitch? Sometimes I get tired of hearin myself bitch all the time. But then again, I like it. I am such a freak.
Weekends were spent catching up time with Ailian and Peiwen respectively. Sidenote: See, so busy still can go out with friends. Went to Metro Marina on Sat with Ailian and shopped till we almost dropped. Well, almost. Bought nail polish and bras and socks. Weird combo. Then we just sat and talked and ate Auntie Anne's pretzels. On Sunday, went to meet my law group mates to discuss Patent law which I basically just breezed through. After that, met Peiwen to go Bugis. Shopped too.
Yes, that's my life.
You know, sometimes I am afraid to pray, I know that the gods will help me but I feel bad for asking them help all the time. Esp when it comes to Fyp, it's like it's never ending and I just don feel like troubling anyone.
Hmmm.
Oh ya, Eugene replied. And yea I am over him, at least I think.