"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

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    Friday, May 28, 2010, 5/28/2010 11:30:00 AM

    my team director is known for her intimidating ways where she can out-talk, out-wit, out-play and simply overpower you. her walk, her talk, her presence is enough to send shudders down your spine.

    so imagine when she asks me to eat lunch with her, i will bow and meekly say ok. knn how to reject?!! so we went for chicken rice the other day and then she started asking bout my family (cus she knows my dad and my uncle like duh) blah blah THEN she started telling me about her side of the family where she has like 300 relatives, you thought it's over then she started to tell me bout her nigerian love scam, on she's comfortable on being 40 and unmarried, followed bout her views on eating alone. AND she concluded the ride by telling me on how she was psycho-analysised on she come across as fierce but actually she's not and on and on.

    WHAT IS MY DIRECTOR TRYING TO DO.

    its like i got jizzed in my pants.

    speaking of jizz in my pants, u should so youtube jizz in my pants, followed by dick in a box. can't wait to get that for christmas.

    my very good queenie and celebrity, magicbabe ning personally baked some cookies and delivered with her bff, my very good queenie and celebrity DJ also, pam to vivocity where i splurged on 2 tops and 1 pants (only to find out that i look like a hippie but that's another story). not only they are double chocolate chunk filled with love cookies, they tasted great, bit hard BUT they tasted great. very very good ning/pam and thanks so much for all the love and support you gave to me.
    i still insist that coke zero makes you like a hero.

    today is vesak day which is i am feeling magnanimous, kind, generous and friendly. which i truly am, of course.

    i think got no more china bf already because he never replied my smses. KNN WASTE MY 60 CENTS somemore. chao china guy, -spits-

    i think friends are very important, they help you to stay grounded and give you a chance to escape reality for a while so for the whole month in may, thank you my friends for meeting. to the others, please let's try, i will try on my end also. we need to make effort if not no friendship, no escape, no sex, such a sad world.

    as i said today is vesak day, besides feeling the above, i'm also feeling thoughtful.

    KNNNNNNNNNNN I THINK THE WEATHER IS DAMN HOT I CB HIGH FROM THE HEAT LA. and i am taking my first driving lesson today, CHAO CHEEBYE somemore take manual. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. ok but i can do it.

    i let pictures do my talking because my brother said i got shit for brains.









    omg. u guys have to try this noorjannah's restaurant at kembangan who has amazing chilli crab hor fun and malay ghost show on tv. amazing combo, makes you choke on all the chilli and horror all around you.









    Never Beautiful
    You never called me beautiful. Sexy, yes. Hot, yes. Cute, even. But never beautiful.




    Wednesday, May 26, 2010, 5/26/2010 12:12:00 AM





    Sunday, May 23, 2010, 5/23/2010 12:03:00 PM



    all in favour, say aye.

    2am is like the max.




    Friday, May 14, 2010, 5/14/2010 12:20:00 AM





    Wednesday, May 05, 2010, 5/05/2010 10:48:00 PM

    after with eyebags x 100
    before with eyebags x 10

    and so i dyed my hair now, no more brown cow.
    because i finally had the time in the week to sit down and type, here i am.

    i'm so caught up with work that i haven't got time to meet my best friends, only stolen times here and there, let alone friends. however, if i do have time, i will want to spend time with someone who can make me happy, who can envelope me with joy, make me roll with pleasure..which is.

    my bed.

    sleep is so essential, not enough sleep means you cannot fight any battle, not enough sleep means you cannot sit and talk cok with friends late at night, not enough sleep means you aren't geared up for sex and not enough sleep means you will age faster, MEANS MORE EYEBAGS ON YOUR FACE.

    i have 4 years to go, my friend, before i turn 30.
    &*^%$*()^&%%&*%^$#!#$^^(*)^&$#
    I want to be forever young.

    i have a friend whom is recently caught up with the lows of marriage. i believe in every relationship, every marriage, there will be highs, there will be lows. i truly believe in communication because that is the key to everything. then again i also believe in the chemistry between 2 people, to see how something so basic can evolve into something so primal, called love. is it because i love you and then i will accept you into whatever you are, or i accept you then i love you? my friend said she lost herself when she got married, like she was focusing on making her loved ones happy but not herself. i guess in a way it's true, when you do get into a relationship or marriage, you somewhat will get lost in trying to make people happy, instead of yourself, which is damn important.

    so the most crucial question to ask yourself always is "what do YOU want?" so if you know what you want, then you can ask people what they want, without wavering on your decision.

    i know, i've been told that was my most sensible comment the whole year. -.-

    i guess since i'm 26, i have to grow up. which basically suck because i feel i'm forever 22, ok 24.
    oh, i'm back in the events/exhibits industry, hate to say this but i feel like i belong. or maybe i've been doing so much i'm like jaded. and yes i'm busy every-day which makes me feel like playing everyday. MNCs are so different, more people, more GUYS :D I noticed one cute guy in my office, hahahaha but too bad HE'S MARRIED. felt there was something going on but i'm cool, i know when to back off, OF COURSE I KNOW.
    i have this thing for contractors/workers u know. occupational hazard. no yellow boots please.
    Always wanted more
    i'm sorry i always wanted more of you - my body just constantly craved.




    Saturday, May 01, 2010, 5/01/2010 12:52:00 AM

    USS CASUAL

    "It's too late to keep it casual. Not only has that ship sailed, I'm pretty sure we sank it the first night."

    It feels strange when you know some people are single forever, and suddenly their facebook status change to "xx is in a relationship with yy". IT'S LIKE I KNOW YOU, AND YOU ARE ALWAYS SINGLE. SINCE WHEN YOU ARE ATTACHED?!! HOW WHEN WHO WHERE WHOM?!! i feel like wanting to know every detail.

    people my age are getting married, no biggie right, since people do get married at 24, 25 or 26. my mom got married at 25 and had me at 27. but why the fuck do i feel so odd when people get married at such a young age? maybe it's me, different directions, different ambitions. in a very selfish way, i hope my best friends can stay single or with me forever. haha so gay.

    I want to know who's dating who, who's marrying who BUT. I barely got time to do anything except my FAVOURITE THING TO DO IN THE WHOLE WORLD.

    which is work.

    of course you guys already know, i'm a bonafide workaholic, it's like i can work 15 hours everyday. except when my body starts to crash, my mind starts to rot and my soul starts to fade, then i stop work. then i sleep and the evil cycle starts. and you will pedal all the way to oblivion.

    i'm rambling, my eyebags have eyebags and i'm having my period, which probably accounts for this entry that I AM SO NOT LIKE THIS, I'M FUN I'M CHIRPY AND DAMN I'M YOUNG, SINGLE YOUNG AND AVAILABLE.

    ok i need sex. and of course shanghai, gorgeous country, simpler life, hell i lived like an expat there and dammit i sure do miss it. i'll update you guys if I can, have the strength and time of course.

    i caught date night and it was so good, i was laughing so hard at one part solo that suzi was like wtf?! i managed to catch up with singapore itself and while it's damn good to be back, part of my heart was left in shanghai.

    i cannot stop listening to lady gaga, they make me wanna take drugs and dance my socks off. i also really need to take my driving licence, i can actually smell myself oweing a car and driving it. i also need to force my ex house-mate, colleague and now good friend to give me pictures in shanghai so i can post and show u how "cui" my face is.

    seriously, my face = cui. i also want to go dye my hair dark brown now, like a brown cow.

    OK I NEED TO SLEEP, GOOD NIGHT.