"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan

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    Sunday, October 30, 2005, 10/30/2005 07:24:00 PM

    everything's been exhausting.

    i can't believe i am here, at work on a sunday evening. to finish off work, it's like a never ending story. i dont want to be a procasinator but work just keeps coming and coming and coming and coming and coming - drones-

    i can't believe i have been knocking off work at 11pm. no OT PAY, no TRANSPORT CLAIM over 11.30pm. this is a case of a GROSSLY OVERWORKED AND UNDERPAID WORKER. damn fucked up la but seriously, it's not just that easy to pack and leave. I am not a spoilt brat but really, you have to practice empathy.

    there are days when i pray that something will happen on the 93 bus between Spiffy and me.

    so many things going on, it's hard to put your finger on one.

    syl : i am truly happy for u. -think straight-

    zach : willy willy.

    marcus : u rock.

    dion : take care.

    jing : just love the pic that you put. like picture perfect u know.

    this is random. this is going crazy.

    "I can see your point, but i still think you're full of shit"




    Thursday, October 20, 2005, 10/20/2005 08:54:00 AM

    i have one more motivation to go to work(besides the money) and LOADS and LOADS of motivation to board my 93 bus.

    THERE'S A CUTE GUY FOR EYE CANDY!!!!

    i'm gone.

    He works in the radio building so it's pretty near. Know how i know? Because I followed him! Oh yes sirreee. I did.

    I am such a loser, psycho freak, stalker wanna be. bloody hell, i am goin back to my boy desperate ways.

    Aye i only followed him once la. Then i tried to not make it obvious, keeps smsing.

    I repeat, loser can!!!!!!

    Then this morning, i didn't see him, and as we alighted, he was behind me. I felt so disappointed u noe like, huh, why he walked behind me. i wanna stare at his back.

    ok. i am suffering from utter exhaustion, now excuse me as i got to go back to my shitty work.

    i'll blog bout the guy more later.

    teehee.




    Monday, October 17, 2005, 10/17/2005 08:21:00 PM

    Your 1920's Name is:

    Verda Earline
    What's Your 1920's Name?




    Tuesday, October 04, 2005, 10/04/2005 11:53:00 PM

    i want to sleep desperately but i just feel like doing this. -while waiting ahem for a big file to download-

    all these are in random order.

    7 Things That Scare Me

    1. Horror Movies.
    2. Cockroaches includin all other insects.
    3. Supernatural stuff. [refer to no.1]
    4. Failure. [holy shit]
    5. Loved ones leaving.
    6. Being penniless and shelterless.
    7. Not in control of situations, self control freak i am

    7 Things I Like The Most

    1. Finding the books that you want in the library.
    2. Shopping.
    3. Reading.
    4. Hanging with buddies, doing mindless hanging out, talking everything
    5. Quirky stuff, Tofu Oyako, Domokun, Kogepan, Spongebob and Dilbert.
    6. super wittypeople who make me laugh.
    7. Being on a beach/park on a perfect day.

    7 Important Things In My Room

    1. My bed.
    2. My compaq pc.
    3. My teevee.
    4. My dvd player.
    5. My balls of light
    6. My books.
    7. My music.

    7 Random Facts About Me

    1. I am fickle minded and picky.
    2. I can always find people to go shopping but mention the zoo, park and beach, you
    dont find people exactly clamouring for it.
    3. I like my bbq food with everything honey on it.
    4. I am not a morning person.
    5. I can talk and talk all day. sometimes i talk just to make noise.
    6. I can burst into a song anytime.
    7. I go KTV and sing chinese songs.

    7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Grow really Old / Die

    1. Learn to drive.
    2. Get a deg/dip in mass comm.
    3. Work in events, no matter how small the job is.
    4. Date a drummer, or better learn drums and get them to date me. lol. and air force peeps.
    5. Travel to Spain / Turkey.
    6. Take a dancing lesson / yoga class / kickboxing class.
    7. Learn Spanish / Thai.

    7 Things I Can Do

    1. burst into songs spontaneously.
    2. do a whole day of housework with only breakfast eaten.
    3. talk non stop without telling you a single thing and yet everything is being said.
    4. read a book for the whole day
    5. appreciate solitude sometimes
    6. tell jokes that either fall flat or are funny. sometimes
    7. put on a colourful language

    7 Things I Can't Do

    1. watch a horror movie / be involved in supernatural activities
    2. read a chinese novel
    3. a vertical marathon
    4. listen to classical music
    5. be unorganized
    6. not bathe before sleeping / not wash legs before stepping into the house
    7. not do housework for long

    7 Things I Say The Most

    1. Wah lau eh…
    2. for pete's sake
    3. nabei
    4. what the fuck
    5. fuck!
    6. bloody hell
    7. what the hell

    7 Celeb Crushes

    1. Adam Brody
    2. Michael Vartan
    3. Ewan Mcgregor
    4. Robert Downey Jr
    5. Julian Hee (he (no pun) damn hansome in real life can)
    6. Jason Fox from Foxtrot
    7. Spongebob Squarepants

    7 People Who Will Have To Do This

    Repeat this : "I like to DO IT DO IT, i like to DO IT!"




    Sunday, October 02, 2005, 10/02/2005 07:20:00 PM

    take note 1 :


    take note 2 : crack a brain, break a cell : click here

    take note 3 : PANDORA

    Please please do check out no.3. so good, so good. i'm grateful.




    10/02/2005 06:44:00 PM

    I want to break free
    I want to break free
    I want to break free from your lies
    You're so self satisfied I don't need you
    I've got to break free
    God knows, God knows I want to break free.

    I've fallen in love
    I've fallen in love for the first time

    And this time I know it's for real
    I've fallen in love, yeah
    God knows, God knows I've fallen in love.

    It's strange but it's true
    I can't get over the way you love me like you do
    But I have to be sure
    When I walk out that door
    Oh how I want to be free, baby
    Oh how I want to be free,
    Oh how I want to break free.

    But life still goes on
    I can't get used to, living without, living without,
    Living without you by my side
    I don't want to live alone, hey
    God knows, got to make it on my own
    So baby can't you see
    I've got to break free.

    I've got to break free
    I want to break free, yeah
    I want, I want, I want, I want to break free.