"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

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    Monday, May 25, 2009, 5/25/2009 07:14:00 PM




    Sunday, May 24, 2009, 5/24/2009 12:15:00 PM

    this comes a time when i should reflect on:

    self-love
    self-worth
    self-pity
    self-aware
    being selfish

    cheap thrills start to look cheap.




    Sunday, May 17, 2009, 5/17/2009 01:26:00 AM




    Saturday, May 02, 2009, 5/02/2009 10:53:00 PM

    i have accomplished a first in my life: able to eat only 1 meal in a day. not that i'm particularly proud of because i am not a fan of diets. but it's lan lan no time to eat. there was a big crisis at work where the visuals/light/sound team wasn't happy with being thrown into production work where they should know that there is already not enough manpower. but then again, it all boils down to the HIGHEST management on how he should be an example. in simple terms, communications and money talks. hur hur get the pun on how communications should talk.

    anyway the big crisis involved me because i was the account servicing person. i dealt with the client as well as the team who everybody was't being bloody co-operative. have i conveniently forgot to mention that the whole production is for tomorrow's setup? there was a frenzy where all of us worked hand in hand to buy time from the printing co. and again, i was the meat between the sandwich because i had to provide the most succulent taste to each side of the bread. WHICH IS FUCKING CHEEBYE DIFFICULT CAN. all i felt like doing was to say "sorry i got swine flu, cannot work" KIDDING CAN.

    i'm just typing this with one side of the brain and eye open because i'm going to sleep soon as i felt that i used all my cells to operate this "should be damn small" crisis. besides i have a whole day of setup production to over-see tomorrow.

    but before i ko, i want to tell you that clients being clients, are basically assholes. wait. that's a fact, u already know. my client for this weekend's event is a huge ass motherfucking watch brand whose one watch can buy u a HDB flat/ condo. sidetrack: i mean really, WHO WANTS TO WEAR A CONDO ON YOUR WRIST. i also want to say that the more expensive the watch is, the more sibei fucking niao the brand people are ok.

    so back to my client, let's call her V. i had to attend a hugo boss's models fitting with her and they were late, so we took the time to talk:
    me: hey, dont worry i wait for the models, u can go browse
    v: nah it's ok, not very impressive, the collection here.
    me: (raises eyebrows) really? ok-ay.
    v: but i saw some really nice shirts for my boyfriend's though.
    me: oh cool, go get some though.
    v: (giggling) nah, cus my boyfriend dont get to wear.
    me: eh why?
    v: cus each time i buy, i'll wear them cus they are so comfortable to sleep in.
    me: (WTF?!!!!!!) - automatic initial reaction but of course i held it in and i went
    me: oh haha, cool.

    WAH SO RICH AH, WEAR HUGO BOSS TO SLEEP. i had to shake off my facade of fake-ness away before i had to meet my friends and family. and client v, dont bother to brag because really, i'm not impressed at your material gains or any. unless you want to give me.

    i got more gossip but i lazy to type. hope this entry can satisfy you today like my one meal of the day. can i also say hugh jackman is sex and i would love for him to sex me up please.

    but first, i need to save my face, save my eyebags and connect with my bed physically. then we sex.