"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan

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    Friday, July 27, 2007, 7/27/2007 01:35:00 AM

    i am very angry. at myself.

    because, i have allowed myself to (again)contact him and to ask him out, only to find out that he doesn't like to give answers in return. 2 of the dictionary's most simple words: yes or no.

    i got no answers, as usual. it's always the case, he calls, i beckon. like a sick little puppy and never the other way around! so i'm always half amused and half pissed at myself on why am i allowing this to happen.

    i just need to get laid, then i'll be ok.

    he doesn't deserve my attention and thoughts and yet i find myself giving in sometimes. i'm fine with playing because i don't mind fire but it seems like he just prefer fanning.

    i just need to get laid, then i'll be ok.

    so jason, you jerk and piece of shit.

    it's either you fuck me or go fuck yourself. and get out of my thoughts.




    Saturday, July 14, 2007, 7/14/2007 01:42:00 PM

    "you can cook a man's dinner with electricity and you can also cook the man"
    -bob proctor

    skinny jeans + indie boys and girls + wannabes + punks + indie beats and bands =
    home club.
    (it's a straight club!, wow so refreshing.)

    never knew i can dance to killers and suede and arcade fire.

    too bad the booze ain't that good.

    wannabes unite!

    do you know that PLU stands for people like us. and i thought it stands for pure lesbians unity.

    this entry depicts on my attempt to get a life.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6ERe23kSBM




    Sunday, July 08, 2007, 7/08/2007 01:48:00 AM

    i've been updating so much, you would think i'm free. haha. no.

    ok one week of dedication to christina's aguilera is almost up (thank goodness). i left 4 more so check in soon k.

    live earth is very informative. please, let's save the earth.

    it's easy being green, just answer the call.

    BECAUSE IF I CAN, SO CAN YOU.

    www.liveearth.org




    Friday, July 06, 2007, 7/06/2007 09:56:00 PM


    the voice within


    like a virgin (sigh, good times, good times)


    tilt ya head back

    another year older, another year passed. thank you for all the well-wishes i've gotten, thank you for all the presents i' ve gotten and thank you for all the blessings that my family and friends have given me. -coughs cash coughs-

    thank you. you rock.




    Thursday, July 05, 2007, 7/05/2007 12:39:00 AM


    beautiful


    can't hold us down


    fighter

    can i say that powerhouse sucks.




    Tuesday, July 03, 2007, 7/03/2007 12:41:00 PM



    come on over



    lady marmalade



    dirrty

    god, the videos. hot.




    Sunday, July 01, 2007, 7/01/2007 11:09:00 PM


    reflections


    genie in a bottle


    what a girl wants

    i spent some time with my family today and damn it felt good.

    i was reading a 2005 TEENAGE mag today in the clinic cus the cough's pissing me off. there's this column "dear kelly, blah blah", i used to read it all the time because it was so entertaining. it still is!

    it wrote: this girl who was 14, used to stick a pencil up her vagina to feel how it likes to have sex. she also dreamt of having sex every day and wanted to be a prositute. I WANTED TO DIE LAUGHING in the clinic can.

    you know what's kelly reply: have you been watchin porn? blah blah, then she mentioned this line "prositutes are mere sperm toliets, you can never ever dream to be one" MERE SPERM TOLIETS. I WANT TO DIE LAUGHING in the clinic can.

    sigh, tomorrow's monday.




    7/01/2007 01:43:00 AM

    dear christina aguilera,

    never mind about the pregnancy rumors, as long as you are healthy enough to perform. i'm happy as long as you're happy. and your body, hot. your boobs, hot. your sexuality. hot. i am willing to cross to the dark side (read: gay) for you. everything about you is hot.

    but that's not the point.

    tonight actually it's yesterday night, you have proven to me that you are one amazing singer. the way you sang, the way you performed was just amazing. i couldn't move much because i was busy gawking "like omfg, i'm watching you live" partly at the screen, partly on stage. actually it's 3/4 on screen cus i'm too short.

    amazing stage performance, amazing vocals, hitting perfect pitch every single song you sang. apparently high notes were not a problem for you and i swear you made every singer in the stadium feel ashamed of themselves. i even got goose bumps hearing you sing beautiful and hurt.

    to think i used to choose britney over you. omfg.

    have i already mentioned you looked damn hot. and way damn talented.

    btw, your concert got a lot of gay boys and fake accent girls. shame.

    i'm still basking in the post concert glow. and also free ticket glow :)

    i'm dedicating one week to you.







    yours truly,
    a christina aguilera groupie.