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You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

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    Tuesday, January 26, 2010, 1/26/2010 10:24:00 AM




    Friday, January 22, 2010, 1/22/2010 10:04:00 AM

    schedule in china:

    0630hrs: wake up
    715hrs: leave apartment
    730hrs: reach 大世界地铁站
    745hrs: reach 西藏南路
    0800hrs: reach site office, put on safety boots and helmets
    0800hrs - 1600hrs: spent time working my ass off and trying to ignore stupid americans workers who are so fucking self-centered
    1600hrs: lunch (if i'm lucky, i get a meal. if not, hello sandwich)
    1615hrs - 1800hrs: knock off work
    1800hrs - 2200hrs: spent time travelling back to office and eating pathetic dinner

    and sleep. repeat.

    NOBODY SAID IT WAS EASY.

    knn i miss my jiujiu cus he's the only family i have here. it's ok, i can rise up to the challenge.

    BUT HAVE U SEEN MY FUCKING EYEBAGS. I SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF MYSELF.

    i barely have time to sleep, LET ALONE SHOP. and i still have to shift apartment this week. I think this kind of project basis hard to take leave or off cus it's only a short stint, I REALLY WANT TO SHOP and behave like a tourist.

    it's 10 deg - 17 deg here. brr.

    i'm coming back 12 feb everybody, please note in your diary ok.

    knn all my entries suck shit.




    Monday, January 18, 2010, 1/18/2010 04:35:00 PM

    by the time you're reading this, i'm in the land of great..... bargains and spit, fondly known as China.

    and ok la honestly, the people here in my city (which i will reveal personally face to face only) are quite classy so i don't hear much of the "phlegm" sound (silence! i'll kill you!)

    it wasn't a good start because my flight was early (actually it was ok just that i had massive lack of sleep), my baggage was overweight by 6kg (i packed for 5 months la) then a bit irritated cus argued with parents, packed and re-packed. so when i entered the immigration side with half open eyes and sibei sianness, then the stupid officer reached out his hand, I THOUGHT HE WANTED TO SHAKE MY HAND, then im like what the? oh he actually wanted my passport.

    THEN NEVER SAY RIGHT. anyway the plane's ride ok, fell asleep next to a china beng and many other chineses.

    my 1 week apartment at pudong area is pretty cosy: here are some photos.







    my room mate's called sapphire and she's from beijing, really nice lady, just don't know if she is honest enough to tell me that my snoring will keep her awake or either that i really don't know.

    i have other 5 singaporeans living in the same apartment as well so i don't feel the home-sickness yet. they gave me a welcome to shanghai dinner, went grocery shopping, basically it's all nice. EXCEPT THAT I DONT KNOW ANY ONE OF THEM AT ALL, dont have the nice warm feeling.

    AND I ALSO CANNOT REVEAL THAT I KNOW THE DIRECTOR OF THE COMPANY PERSONALLY.

    they woh ya, relatives working together can be risky, sorry i mean HIGH MANAGEMENT vs low management, it's like the president's daughter u know except that i got no bodyguards and not much money.they were even asking how come i got driver when they made their way from the airport to the apt themselves, this kind is either they treat u damn nice, or damn bad or damn careful. either way, all sucks.

    i attended a HR orientation today, and to make sure that things really go into your head, after reading the rules/regulations, i have to fill in the blanks based on what i read. IN CHINESE. i really need to improve on my chinese characters, i write like pri school kid knn. i also want to speak like them, so fluid and nice sounding, i sound like a retarded chinese ok. ss.

    Damn strict hours policy, u reach late twice a month, deduct half day (gotta reach by 9am), u leave early, also deduct leave. lunch hour was strictly1 hour, and the first lunch i ate was macdonalds, fish burger set and they have MALA shaker fries ok - total cost 15 rmb. i am on a stringent monetary diet.

    and no, i have yet to shop cus i got no time, the weather's cold, ranging from 8 deg to 14 deg. supposedly cold weather makes us more glam, with all the coats and all but I TELL YOU, IT'S DAMN COLD.

    this whole blog entry is a bit like cannot make it but its my 2nd day here, i'll improvise as time passes. and yes my english's still intact.

    i want to see all my friends at my house during CNY and before i fly back, so u GUYS BETTER WORK OUT YOUR SCHEDULE MAN.

    if u guys want to reach me, best to do so through email (can be found on facebook), or if u die die miss me (heh :) X 100), can send me sms or call me la. i got china number also (TOTALLY FIT IN), let me know if u want.

    BTW, this is blogged by myself but posted by my blog manager.

    CHINA BANNED ACCESS TO FACEBOOK AND BLOGS, no wonder google is leaving.

    KNN x 100




    Wednesday, January 13, 2010, 1/13/2010 11:46:00 PM

    If you’ve ever had one of those times when you’ve clutched a pen or something else in your hand for a long time, only to look down and be surprised that you are still holding it long after your need for it had passed, you’ll understand sometimes we get so used to holding that we forget to let go.




    1/13/2010 12:59:00 AM



    source




    1/13/2010 12:17:00 AM

    She spends the first hour or so of her solitary journey as she usually spends some time after a parting from him— balancing signs of affection against those of impatience, and indifference against a certain qualified passion.

    “Always remember that when a man goes out of the room, he leaves everything in it behind,” her friend Marie Mendelson has told her. “When a woman goes out she carries everything that happened in the room along with her.”

    Alice Munro, “Too Much Happiness”




    Monday, January 11, 2010, 1/11/2010 06:41:00 PM



    ssssmokin' hot
    read the story here: V-magazine

    thanks dogget, for the inspiration.




    Saturday, January 09, 2010, 1/09/2010 10:40:00 AM

    Because it's 9 days (already!) into the New Year, it's time to release my NYE celebration photos.

    if you truly believe that, you either don't know me very well or you don't know me at all.

    i'm just....sibei lazy (cus some people ask me to update only)

    here we go:

    the venue setting(THE BACKDROP COULD BE BETTER, tsk - occupational hazard):


    my fav extended family:


    look at all the youth oozing out of us!:


    my fav pig and rat couple EVER, you guys are good for me, without a doubt:


    had to show that i was on the dance floor, having fun with a LOT OF PEOPLE:


    i absolutely adore my mom, so cute! and is my dad checking out my ....:


    the line around the buffet line:


    i don't know about you, but i have a feeling 2010 will be a good year for all of us. "don't stop believing"

    and you know what when i make a date with someone, this is how i feel truly: