"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Saturday, May 19, 2007, 5/19/2007 11:51:00 PM
you know when you had the whole day to do nothing but actually you were hoping something will happen when it did, you just went "i knew it".i had that.
you know when you passed on information and insisted that further clarifications can be further clarified and yet when it didn't happen and things go wrong, i became the perfect scapegoat.
i had that.
you know when that you have absolutely faith in something, later only to find out that you shouldn't have because it's just a waste of strength.
i had that.
you know when so many things are going wrong at the same time, you just don't feel like talking about it but yet dying to find an outlet. eventually you just suck it in and wish that things will get better even though wishing is a waste of time.
i had that.
you know when you start finding pleasure in solitude, you start shutting out people and you just couldn't be bothered to care anymore.
i'm having that.
"It’s funny how you just break down waiting on some sign"
Sunday, May 13, 2007, 5/13/2007 07:59:00 PM
pirates 3 is coming, can't wait for more squid.
if you see any post that is being posted near / at the end of the month, you should know it won't be a happy post. because that's when my pms kicks in full force. unless it is indeed a happy one, then it's either my period's abnormal or i strike 4D.
give me a reason to be happy.
singapore biggest news is that 2 of our NS men have died for the country, training in taiwan. i have nothing much to say that if you're meant to go, regardless of how old you are, then nothing is able to stop it. it's like final desintation for-ever.
because i also read that in one article, this father was ferrying her daughter to work and had no ounce of bad health but because of an accident, they both died on the spot. the father was 70. pretty ironic isn't it.
and also maybe because my mom turned 50 this year and today is mother's day, so i thought i should really learn to spend more time with my family. i know i am not realizing late but there are times when i just get swayed by distractions. i swear i'm making up for lost time by staying home every weekend. i try, i try.
or maybe because it's the STUPID EYE 2 movie i sorta watched last night. it's so emotionally draining to see shu qi crying in every scene. i channel-surfed la, please nothing can make me watch a horror movie all by myself in the hall at 11.45pm. unless i strike 4D. ok maybe not.
enough of this depressing talk, i am not depressed also. maybe for now.
sorry, sidetrack: i am so fucking broke that it's not even funny. and it's only half of the month. -.- great.
our party on 2nd may was finally over and done with, spending at least 2 weeks on my time on it, collating and sendin out invites. And i had to do my own work on top of it. it was insane, people kept asking me how's life and all i wanna do is to have them read one word "work". the party was great, everybody was happy, i got thanked at by a certain judge in TDF. haha it was amazing. photos were being taken that i didn't know of, drinks were offered everywhere and people i met finally instead of talking over the phone. mel my buddy whom came personally to cheer me on, thank you.
i woke up the next day feeling like shit and had to draw $$. so i went to the atm machine and u know where the screen will prompt "enter amt to draw", so i kept pressing yes twice. and it kept rejecting me. so i went wtf and wanted to look for the tel num to complain. but in the end, i realized i have to enter a cash amount. i mean so -.-, it happened the next morning at 11.45am. but we all had to work eventually but half-heartedly.
i got a certain mr wu a job in dubai which will last for 3 days. the only joy that came out of this is that he has a job to go to like finally, i mean u don't see him on tv right. like he's so hot. anwyay. i will chaperon my artiste for jobs normally. however, in this case, client doesn't have enough money for a manager for this trip. so imagine my excitement to be plummeted when i found out. i mean dubai, hello. D-U-B-A-I. and with him. omfg. at least i'll do my part by checking in for him at the airport this sunday.
i took pictures with zq the other day as we went for dinner. i mean dude, you need a break. so one of the pic became my msn dp because i thought i looked cute and decided to show the world. haha. so my cousin was msning me the other day:
cousin: "your bf ah"
me: "no la, please"
cousin: "oh ya right, my mistake"
me: "wtf, why?!"
cousin: "i see you online at work every night, where on earth did u find the time to date"
me: "..."
and he's only 17.
apparently my cousin thinks i am a loser too. on top of my other friends and on top of myself. clearly, i know where i stand.
hmm. i haven't talked to many of my friends have i. ok to all my friends, let's try to accomodate our timings to each other. and our budget too k. and i know you all will understand. i just don't want to hear " i thought you like your job so why are you complaining" because i swear if i do, i will break your face into half. :)
don worry, my period's gone.
you know what's nice, meeting your friends after a long week of work. just go hang and chill and catch up with each other. and it's very nice to know that my dogget actually feels better after meeting up. but i still resent you for not staying longer. and zq. my cold jokes power right, i've got more, next time then. without the influence of alcohol please, not on an empty stomach also please.
have i mentioned the prata at thomson road is damn solid. pardon me for not tryin there earlier but it's damn nice can.... hot and crispy and free. haha. life's complete.
oh, i went to see another fortune teller, haha their readings give me kicks, but i'll tell the story another time.
oh remember the handsome fucker i was telling you guys about, we have reached a certain level of understanding so i know how he works, he know how i work. people call him my bff. -.- and i was pretty miffed on how some trailer appeared without his face in it when i have worked my ass off scheduling that stupid show. it's coming on ch 5 soon.
i need a break badly so i am taking leave tomorrow to do nothing. it's one of life's greatest pleasure. i just hope that the phone don't fucking ring. i also need to resume my yoga class because it's gonna end in June and i still have 8 more to go. i.can't.wait. i also want to go learn driving and date. not at the same time but u get my drift.
there's ugly betty tonight, i think it's the prettiest bright spot in my whole of dark sunday.