"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004, 10/27/2004 06:00:00 PM
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Ideal job: Reality TV Show star. (hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahaahahaha) Watch out for me, for I the next Paris Hilton.
Life Predictor: Hi Choo Siang Chun, Jasmine
Your Personnel expected death date is 06 July 2063
You have 21436 days to live.
Have a nice day.
What the fark.
Money Predictor: You will earn in your life a total of $ 596700
Have a nice day.
Double the what the fark
Hahahahahahahahahaahahaha, doin this during office hours (Sarah's gonna so bust my ass). Like totally. Had a pissy day where all wissy comes sissying.
hit me.
Friday, October 22, 2004, 10/22/2004 07:22:00 PM
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THANK YOU SARAH FOR THE WONDERFUL CD! Listening to it everyday and rockin with it! Woohoo. "You make me wanna lala"
Happy Belated Birthday Dogget! May you like the pants forever and ever. So proud of myself, like always. Lol.
My room is almost up and done, just awaitin for the furniture to arrive. I'll upload pics ya..
I tell yall, I have no idea what to update for now except those 2 announcements. Wait till I actually get blood to my brain and stop brain freezing, there'll be long sentences flowing. Maybe tomorrow when it's the weekend and yipee!
God, this is crap.
ps: I crave solitude.
Thursday, October 14, 2004, 10/14/2004 06:44:00 PM
Since I am typin this in the office where my office pc has no internet access, my new beautiful home pc(I'll get to that later) has no internet access, I am basically internet accessless which means I am back to the cave age and I forgot what my last entry contains of. *takes a breather* By the way, readers and fans alike, do you like my long entries? Cuz I seriously think it's soooo long that I'll probably skim through, please please bear with it because the short entries will come back, probably next month. Ah-ha.
Woot woot! I got a new pc!! Not exactly new but still it's way way way way way better than my bloody HP pc. It's 2nd hand and it's cheap! 20G, 256 Ram, Pentium 3 and XP professional edition for $700. And throw in a free mouse and keyboard. And of course throw in another mere $450 for a 18" LCD screen. Ahhhh, so nice, so big, so new, so beautiful. And all I need is just internet access. Okok I am gettin to that. My brother uh didnt do so well so bye to broadband for now. But lookin on the bright side, I am playing the SIMS again. I want to owe SIMS 2!
Due to unhappiness of buyin a pc and yet not able to log on to the world wide web, I was complaining to my dad bout that. He listened and gave me a 30 mins lecture bout this qn, "WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE". He went on bout "Do something lah, you say you very creative, build website lah, go to school for wat" And I replied "I am not good at this IT stuff, I'm on hands on, creative, events geddit" And the cycle repeats and being a brat, my whole face was black for the day. It's hard to find a job you like, but it's even harder to find a job that you and your parents like. Until I find a permanent job, I'm at risk of constant lecturing. I know, I know they care, my air.
The SUM41 gig was so rockin. Lots of guys around, so much eye candy. I really couldnt see the band except for Cone, the guitarist. And of all the songs, I could only sing Fat Lip, one liner "I dont wanna waste my time". But it was so punk, so rockin. *does the rock sign* Derrick is so tiny, couldnt see at all. Their drummer(I forgot wat name)has heightened my love for them. Thank you Seha for comin. Ahem taxi fare.. By the way, Hard Rock Cafe is overrated. There was this girl who got so excited that her boobs spilled out, and she was standin on the 2nd level where she was visible to all.
I have decided to paint my room light PINK. What the fark though. Actually it wasnt my decision, I wanted to paint it red or green. My room is so small, I feel like such a bimbo for complaining. Ugh, storage! Ugh, furniture! I am adamant of not having a set. Ugh, packing! Such ironic paradoxing contradicting. like whatever.
Happy Belated Birthday Aisha! I know you love the gift, god I am so creative. lol. Too bad Wayne couldnt come, what delicious dinner and it's free. How wonderful................ Be the woman whom you always want to be and leave the girl inside. "i'm not a girl, not yet a woman"
I think I am experiencing post teenage angst syndrome(ptas). I feel so restless, so bored, so lethargic, so bored. I am living in a cycle where routine is there like air. I need distractions(crushes), money(very very important), a good job(to earn money, think passion), a wonderful blazer(just to look vain).
My obsession with Sylvester has invaded my dreams. I dreamt that I saw him, was this this freakin close to takin a picture with him when the BLOODY FUCKIN phone rang! I woke up, feelin like shit and almost almost screamed at my mom,the caller. Of course I didnt though I did whine to her and she went "Aiyo, why you so crazy over him". Tsk, I was so so close. Maybe if it wasnt my mom, I would have probably screamed. Tonight! Singapore Idol!! Please go home Maia.
I still want to watch Saved! I swear if Alicia Keys comes to Singapore again, I'll be there. No, I didnt go to her concert and they said it was good. Dammit! I heard Blink 182 coming, true or false? Clarifications peepos.
Now excuse me while I knock off from work to ride on the boring train with boring train people to watch exciting Singapore Idol and exciting The OC.
Adam my brody.
Sunday, October 03, 2004, 10/03/2004 04:30:00 PM
Confessions part II :
The Blue concert was just that, my first concert I ever been to, certainly it wont be the last. Oh so temptin to buy The Best of Blue album, maybe I will.
Zouk's Mambo Jambo night was great, I know, I said I didnt want to step into Zouk for forever but then I ate my words and swallowed it back and rewinded. The music was hot and people were grooving to the retro beats, I saw lots of motion (not locomotion) with the bodies, simply groovy, simply fun. We didnt head on down to the dance floor course it was packed to the max so in substitute, we danced at our spots. My colleagues were amazed to find out that we didnt drink and yet we danced. I called it "the natural high".Embrace the music, embrace mambo! jambo! Wednesday! EAT MY HANDBAG BITCH! That's what club CoccoLatte is all about, i'll head out to it soon. like totally. By the way, can you ever get sick of people checking one another out? I am. Still, celibacy is never in my dictionary. *hums to it's raining men"
Never thought I will come to realise that I am attracted to this rocker who looks like beng whom I would never give a second look, SYLVESTER SIM. Yes, I'm so voting for him, morally. I want him to win Singapore Idol, there I said it. He has a band and sings chinese songs, who cares if he's not the drummer? Go Sly! Did I mention that I met him and Maia in the train, they were just standing opposite me and both sharin a discman. Sly looks exactly the way he is in real life and on tv, Maia looks erm sluttish. I dont like Maia, can you tell?
My parents left me in charge of designing my bedroom, space is so limited and there was a fleeting moment when I thought why the move. But it's ok, I am tryin my best to make it look chic, cool, comfortable and hot. Someone said to paint it black and all I can think of is I wish. ha-ha. There are times when I want to make it country, zen, funky, mod inspired and more. I want to live by the sea one day and also in a cottage. God, I want to travel and migrate.
My 4th uncle's daughter wedding dinner was nice. It was refreshing to meet all of my cousins again, to sit and gossip. I wore a grey dance with ruffles, matched with this psychedelic belt, gold earrings, and gold bracelet, my look is so bling bling, so eighties, how i LOVE IT. Sorry, no pictures BECAUSE my dad forgot to bring his digital camera. What the crap.
I can't wait for Spongebob Squarepants the Movie to hit the theatres. Just got bigger, squarier and spongier.
I got all my colleagues to say "cool" and there's this colleague of mine who's from China but already seen the world, has this english slang which is hilarious and he kept saying yo cool man are you cool? Wanna go Zouk? I was like uh, one day yea. Damn funny I tell you. I got along very well with Sarah,Kavita, Priscilla, Sook Yee and even Craz, my buddy man. He's also one major slacker, keep pokin me. His girlfriend is very pretty and so bloody slim and what did he say? She's fat. crap, I'll say. Will I ever find you, my dream job? The one that uses my creativity, my mind, my energy. Oh by the way, OCBC has extended my stay to end of the year. *beams* Super efficient. haha.
My favourite phrase to use : "like totally" in fake angmoh accent.
"who lives in a pineapple under the sea"