"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in

Six billion of us walking the planet.
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.

you can say something

you can enrich your mind
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Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
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Jas Cheng
Jing
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Yubo
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    Saturday, April 29, 2006, 4/29/2006 02:01:00 AM

    after weeks of saying "i er, dont know whether should i vote or who to vote for", i get an email from my colleague who discreetly directed this add Election Time!. well, she only sent it to me. -_-".

    this could be the really big step into being an adult. I GET TO VOTE! I GET TO DECIDE WHO SHOULD RUN THE REINS! I GET TO DECIDE THE GOVERNMENT OF SINGAPORE! sounds inspiring. not. come on, what will be the odds of my vote vs let's say in my district, 300,000?? can you imagine if my vote is the swing vote. [inserts evil laughter] how come our celebrities dont step out and ask us to vote? why didn't the nominated candidates hire celebs for publicity? hmm. so kids, the toughest qn to think this week : who should i vote for. but first, find out who are the candidates first. which i am making a point to know who, ho ho.

    i get to vote. wow.

    on a sour grape note, i got my progess package money. i will try to be happy with what i got, the hardest i will try.

    the magic fundoshi can take its loin cloth and shove it in its own round ass. i got nothing to say except my wallet bled. i exited the show, disbelieving what i paid for to watch a play that focused on human lust, human desire and human raunchiness. i only have my inner lust to blame. sorry to my disbelievin partner too, to intro you to the show. shall we try 160 characters?! faith will keep us alive, yo.

    dance was still good. i would like to think that my body is more in-intuned to the music, my coordinations are better, i'm more flexible and i can like, dance. at least I WOULD LIKE TO THINK. "i think i know, but i have no idea" so it could all be a flop.

    an instant perk me up : having dinner with a great CHILDHOOD friend and meeting a good SEC sch friend and found out that things never did change for the worse. the warm fuzzy feeling and expression when you meet people you genuinely like and to know they too feel the same way, amazing. oh ya, carl's jr onion rings are amazing. why nobody tell me before?! i should really catch up on my rings and people, old and new.

    work can suck you high and dry, throw you up and leave you flippin on the deck. i love this quote "LOVE YOUR JOB, BUT NOT YOUR COMPANY, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE COMPANY MIGHT STOP LOVING YOU", i love dilbert, i love sarcasm towards work. but wait. i also love the money it provides for my measly materialism. eh, love's too strong, i'm just okayed with it. IT AIN'T ENOUGH ANYWAY. it's funny when ur feeling rich for the 1st 2 weeks of the month and subsquently, you feel like shit for the last 2 weeks. such great irony.

    i have a knack of making simple things complicated.

    and i feel like doing shout-outs at 2am.
    1) syl - last paper, remember our mantra and i will be waiting for u "wanna be lesbian radar in works". re-connection needed. tee-hee.
    2) dogget - i am glad u talked to me bout the issue, i am glad we are still dog and geek after all these times. and mostly, i am really glad we can still eat waffles in public.
    3) nat - i will miss you k. "stay true forever" hahaahahahha cheesy alert. "wanna be lesbian radar in works" bring back a surf dude! heh 100% straight up.
    4) sha - may is coming!!!!!! i hope i can fit into "costume"
    5) ian - nah, i just feel like sayin ur name for fun.
    6) hari - congrads!!!!!!! yay. we can go anywhere we want now.
    7) zeeq - i hope ur flu gets better and i'm still thinkin bout the 8 year itch. let's try to hit all the libraries in spore.
    8) mylene - study hard and we go K.
    9) jing - ur coming back! i missed u!
    10) mark - hehe. my old school hainanese. let's be cheesy still.
    11) dion - i hope ur feeling okay.
    12) gab - i'm ready for promotion and re-connection is always needed.
    13) zach - let's go for another round of rings. ring(pun) me?
    14) suzi - hello! fitness last?
    15) sarah - when we meeting?!!!!!!!!!!
    16) vivian - dont be stuck, talk to me always and we can always find the l word.

    i would like to dedicate debbie gibson's We could be Together to all my friends.

    and i love my mom for always always always being there for me.

    i am taking part in this Fight Hunger. Come, walk with me.

    i'm goin on a KL virgin trip all with friends. no, we are not goin to experience one another. as in, i am finally goin on a trip without any relatives or family.

    i'll be awake at 5, miss me and i'll bring something back.

    i feel like moo-ing.




    Sunday, April 16, 2006, 4/16/2006 08:54:00 PM







    these ads make a powerful yet vunerable impact. try to catch one of them at some bus stop stands.

    i think those are amazing. they grab and hold you, like what a good advertisement should do.

    i give them 2 thumbs up.

    Friends of Timor




    4/16/2006 12:06:00 AM

    "Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better."
    King Whitney Jr.




    Sunday, April 09, 2006, 4/09/2006 11:53:00 PM

    i better take advantage of my "oh, i feel like bloggin" spirit before it shizzles fizzles away.

    last night was one of the fun-nest dance nights, not that i dance much, but it was good. the butter factory didn't make sufficient butter to melt me though. come on, they were playing "class 95" music just because bernard lim and vernon a were there. not impressive at all i said. the music only became better as it got later and later in the night. -_-". the fun-ness came from my dates. natasha, ning and mabel. thank you you guys. never mind if we were the cheesiest of the lot, never mind we kept shruggin our shoulders all night, never mind the weird guy, never mind the $25 (ahem), never mind if we got laughed at or smiled at, because I sure HAD FUN. if i knew throwing away my self consciousness would be good, i should have thrown a long time ago. i think it's the company you choose. oh ya, i hope kris's ok. happy 22nd yo. keep the flame alive, ok bad pun.

    this's old news but i went to watch ice age 2, courtesy of nat. :B. we had the gala premiere at the cathay which is by the way pretty neat. i didnt think it was that iconic for me to reminsinsce, besides i always thought it was the orange julius sign that kept the juice alive. remember? anyway. they had 2 mascots at the premiere, SID THE SLOTH and SCRAT THE SQUIRREL who's always dyin for his acorn. so we got excited and all and decided to take a pic with them. SCRAT HAD HIS FREAKIN PAW ON MY ASS durin the whole time. i had to stifle a smile to make it look okay.
    see how low his paw got.

    BUT ONE CAN ONLY BE FLATTERED. by a fake squirrel. right.

    uber-burger. this whole new chic contemporary cafe at millenia walk. yea, you dont pay a single digit to get your burgers done. you pay 2 digits and a whopping 3 digits to eat meat with buns. the fries don't come with it, only this wholesome healthy salad with freshly sprouted green beans. when you eat the salad, you feel so bloody healthy, you look at ur burger and you go "ugh". but of course paying 2 digits, i have to go on. the fries were good, which something like you can get at MOS BURGER. never mind the pun. and like all food joints, you need a drink. i was feeling rich that day and ordered this massive root beer float which cost 7 friggin bucks. ya, u cannot read issit. 7 FRIGGIN BUCKS. but it was worth it leh. it went down smooth. forget mcdonalds style, pay 7 and you get it smooth. now, the main course which of course is the burger. omg. it's worth your every single cent. it's huge, i judgin the pattie to be wad, 2 cm thick. for the record, I DIDN'T USE THE FORK AND KNIFE BECAUSE IT WAS BIG AND I WAS AFRAID TO EMBARESS MYSELF IF WHATEVER BROKE OR FLY. it's called table manners and it's more enjoyable eating with your hands. i'm still a girl, dammit. -eyes you- oh, the toliet. shucks, do you know it's unisex and it's red!! they also have this little flyin pig gold taps, imagine, pigs peeing. amazing shit. the interior's cosy, warm lights. they shouldn't have any teevees though, they were distracting which unfortunately my "date" was being distracted. PUN INTENDED. the service could do better and there weren't enough "low" tables to go around. still, it's pretty neat to eat your burgers, buns be uber.

    ahem, you were mentioned btw. trans-america, bah. i'm happy you liked ur singlet thou. :B i'm good!!!

    special shout outs to JENNIFER!!!!!! thanks for the prawn noodles and char kway teow. haha, we got beeped at, didnt we. ZACH!!!! happy 19th!! we crip soon. really.

    MOM!!! Happy ___ birthday!!! Love you and thanks for being liberal. thanks for you being you. angpow and earrings be yay!

    some of my colleagues are pissing me off with their eating habits. they said they will die if they eat one more SPOONFUL of food. oh , as i said spoonful only leh, can die meh. they should consider themselves to be lucky to be able to eat, and they keep saying words like die, when food is present. so fuckin paradox. besides, they are so fuckin thin. i was annoyed like hell. what is wrong with them?!! such major stupidity at their age. knnccb.

    work's okay. after i got fucked and fucked up at work, my boss made me have a notebook to write down my homework. -_-". same shit, different day.

    i realized i can never sound deep or be deep. im always hovering ard the surface, like a pondskater. besides, i hope the attraction fades because he doesnt know and i dont really feel like wasting my time. but be damned if he knows.

    i hope this suffices because i have to sleep and get ready for 4 days of shit.






    Wednesday, April 05, 2006, 4/05/2006 08:19:00 PM

    i'm attracted but i can't do a damn thing about it.

    make me stop.




    Monday, April 03, 2006, 4/03/2006 02:38:00 PM

    The Keys to Your Heart

    You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

    In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

    You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

    You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

    Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

    Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

    You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

    In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
    What Are The Keys To Your Heart?




    Sunday, April 02, 2006, 4/02/2006 11:42:00 PM