"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006, 7/25/2006 11:24:00 PM
i find myself on repeat modedivinyls - i touch myself
tiffany - i think we're alone now
wilson phillips - hold on
donna lewis - i love you always forever
bonnie tyler - total eclipse of the heart
meat loaf - i would do anythin for love
jesus and mary chains - april skies
and more 80s music.
woohoo.
the i***** that was sittin next to me today thought he was doing a good deed. you know why. HE WAS PASSING ON HIS GODDAMN FRIGGIN BODY WARMTH BY NOT LEAVING AN INCH OF SPACE BETWEEN US. yes, he thought i was cold, lonely and pathetic. knnccb. i kept fidgeting and when the bus shifted direction, he fell onto me, and i got pissed so i crossed my arms like widely. and i added a few coughs. knnccb. it didnt work. i sat in the back because of the wide berth and i didnt change place because in every other seat, sat an i*****. -plays bollywood psycho music- knnccb.
i'm a r*****. straight up.
but hari, ur still my homie, aite. shizzle nizzle fo fizzle.
anyway i saw the doc the 2nd time about my back. it's doing slightly better now. the doc did a 10 mins live demo about stretchin in his clinic and all i could do was to stare and go orh. but deep inside, i wanted to laugh but i need/love my back so better dont make fun of the doc who is the miracle pill giver(after all). my back, my neck, my hump. then, he gave me a 10 min live demo on losing weight. -.-"
knowing people who know you best, in, out, side, front, back is the best feeling. esp when you get OH SO GORGEOUS GIFTS LIKE a certain lip balm, certain perfume and a classic bag. oh yes. the company, no wonder i get nightmares at night 'course i laughed too much. -.-"
i know where i am going, i just need that extra chance. i need to prove, to challenge. "it's not how good you are, it's how good you want to be".
paul and gab are the coolest people i know. straight up. oh, sorry for the hip hop outburst. heh.
"there is little demand in the commercial world for excellence. there is a much, much bigger demand for mediocrity."
i dont want to be mediocre.
Monday, July 17, 2006, 7/17/2006 12:48:00 PM
no, my back's not all right yet. thanks for everybody who asked and concern-ed.but. despite my bloody back (not literally), i mananged to walk so much that everybody began to doubt my pain. yes yes. i went shopping. such indulgence i rarely got (eh true can), such swift speed i whipped out my trusty blue card.
i cannot cannot cannot emphasise how important are family and friends. especially when they get along with you so well, knowing you inside and out, every crook and nanny of er, my crooked mind (pun!).
sigh. they make me tear.
the baboon couple,
thank you for lettin me in part of your lives, thank you for lettin me reading in your thoughts though really i dont need to know SO MUCH bout the baboons. the layout's very sweet, and i kept grinning whenver i navigate. i dont know myself either -.- it's very amusing, to see each comment and entry being made. it's very sincere and i dont know like, i sense there's always a little hint of sarcasm. WHICH I ABOSLUTELY ADORE. i adore subtle meanings. really i mean it. :B dont give me the -.- look. it's like damn fun to read la. and i am also lovin it that there's always great quotes around. inspiration and love. sigh~
the female baboon,
i felt really touched when u said "i saw jasmine when she was little". i dont know why.
thank you all k.
ok, since i am on an emo roll.
my fried chicken,
absolutely no worries about you forgetting. really, can't we do this often? absence makes the heart grow fonder. right. we need to go around singapore and spend lavishly. sometimes it's ok to break the rules of the cheapo-nana conduct. oh, can i meet the "professional" from thailand please? i wanna see him do the deed. [insert hoots of laughter]
my boat-rower (THE ONE AND ONLY),
no need to get jealous. i'm here. heh. sounds les but i like leh cannot issit. the gossips and bitchings will only get us to heaven, trust me. woohoo.
the one who's gettin hitched,
ya ya. i know ur disappointed. i will be seeing you anyway so you know what to do. heh. "how much is that bag in the window?~" -coughs, hint, coughs-
the running soon to be student,
thanks for the company to watch smoking, thank you. i still think it's very provocative, aint it. adam brody is hot like 24/7. the way you thrust yourself into eatin the baos, haha funny but i really appreciated it. heh.
this is unlike me. who knows i might tio toto today. woohoo.
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Saturday, July 15, 2006, 7/15/2006 12:23:00 PM
dear body,you know i love you. you are my temple, my shell, my shelter to shield me from the rain, sun and everything else.
i can sing to you "your body is a wonderland" like a million times.
so can you please tell my back to stop hurting. esp my lower back. i dont remember spraining it though, esp when i dont er, exercise that much and there are no LATE NIGHTS exercise(ahem, i mean rompin).
i have been maintaining good postures, been sleeping in positions that are advantageous to the back (my subconcious has been adjusting me on that). been sitting up straight, doin all kind of shiz-nits to keep the back straight.
so why the fuck.
oh, sorry for the little outburst. the brain's frustated.
i just hope the chinese physician whom i will visit soon would do good things to you. or maybe the western doc put his miracle pills on you too. and yes i will lead a healthy lifestyle. ok i have to -.-
get it off my back (punnnnnnnnnnn)
desperately lovin you,
your "in pain" owner.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006, 7/12/2006 12:09:00 AM
if i can only take my eyes off johnny depp and orlando bloom for a while, i hope to write sense in this post.
hi, the movie took me off reality and right smack into lots of pirates, monsters, islands and er, sea. it was a fun adventure ride from the start and you can only sit at the edge of your seat, enjoying the fights, the gore and of course, johnny depp and orlando bloom.
really, the show should be called pirates of the carribean 2 : jack and william. being johnny depp as jack sparrow and orlando bloom william turner. each has his own screen time, giving us ample time to drool and ogle. never mind the story line, i had a hard time followin despite watchin the 1st movie 3 times. it's about a dead man's chest (pun intended) with a heart in it(literally). supposedly everybody's fighting for it, drawin their swords, swinging, wringing, er fighting. ya wad, so many fight scenes. -.-
it was an adventure from the start, with beautiful CG effects to boot. amazing cast, mostly comprising from the 1st movie. witty one liners, slapstick humour, hot cast, funny cast, sea creatures, sea, sun, beach. summer blockbuster, a defo.
i should stop thinking about johnny depp and orlando bloom. never mind bout keira knightly, oh ya surprisingly, she has some good boobs in this show, i mean compared to her first show, Bend It Like Beckham which was COINCIDENTALLY shown on ch 5 yesterday. and also, Pirates of the Carribean 1 was shown, i mean what a coincidence. and if you noticed the way "william turner" pronounced "elizabeth", it made me wish my name was that. the way the name rolled off his tongue in his sexy sultry accent.. johnny was amazing, his portrayal as the quirky captain was absolutely wonderful. it made me wanna jump ship (geddit).
i have a stark realization that i like dark, rugged, scruffy guys.
do note the show should also be called pirates of the carribean 2 : seafood platter. there were so many monsters in so many forms of shark, barnacles, squid, starfish, crab, seaweed. please do observe. they make me wanna have seafood, spicy and juicy. esp squid tentacles. wah.....damn nice can.
i dont know if this post makes any sense. but pirates 2 is one ride, from top to bottom.
to those who agree: say aye.
4 squid tentacles out of 5. (ok so i am slightly biased)
Sunday, July 09, 2006, 7/09/2006 06:03:00 PM
i know i know.i have noticed my entries are all focused on world cup. BUT it's gonna end soon. :(
There goes the little excitement i am always anticipating in my life. sigh.
oh well.
thank you thank you all for all the birthday well wishes. i really appreciated each and every one of you. the gifts, they were really good and touched me in every possible way. the meals, OH THE MEALS, never in a week, i have never eaten such good food. did the run and the yoga happen anyway? the companionship, i can only thank my lucky stars. thank you all.
double the age, double the fun, double the responsibility. true wad.
a person recommended me detoxing, so as to cleanse urself, inside and outside. so i took this tea that my mom had it stored, for detoxing purposes.
NOW MY CRACK'S HURTING from the friggin many times i went to the toliet. literally, detox my ass.
i'm happy that germany got 3rd, never mind the loss, as long as they kicked portugal's ass, i'm one happy bet-er. i just couldn't bring myself up to watch the 3am match, for i'm preparin the battle for tonight.
this will conclude my team.Wednesday, July 05, 2006, 7/05/2006 03:07:00 PM
Germany's Frings Embraces Ballack After Their World Cup 2006 Semi-Final Soccer Match Against Italy In Dortmund
i'm utterly depressed.
it's a bittersweet occasion where i cheered for my wallet and weeped for my moral/heart.
i'm not that shallow after all.
ps: an 8 min power nap does wonders.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006, 7/04/2006 03:31:00 PM
my many cents worth :1) england is booted out. there are some paragraphs in this world cup song that goes
"ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
Dig Deep, don't come unstuck
ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
Stevie G score for me",
"ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
40 years, who gives a "Oi"
ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
Beckham scores a penalty "
"we're gonna cruise the group stage (woe oh oh oh oh) we should win all
three (woe oh oh oh oh) the last 16's easy 'cause we've got Wayne Rooney eeeeee "
"ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
Michael Owen's always good luck
ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
Sven'll dance like old Nobby"
hahahahahhahaa. for the queen's sake. england got kicked in the arse by portugal with penalties. but. i got to admit england was very very hardworking. they tried, they defended and they attacked.
i feel like talking singlish.
2) the reason i supported portugal because i dont like england. portugal not very good also wad. they fake a lot, groaning, and writhing on the ground when crouch's arm didnt even hit the player's face. a bit dumb leh.
2a) Wayne rooney got booted out because of his "accidental" step on ball, i mean balls. seriously if i were to face him in up front, er, i'll be scared too.
3) i bet cristiano ronaldo knew that he would be shot from every angle, he seemed to have this "oh i'm on camera mode so i must not have any dumb expression" er, expression. or either that, he is just damn good looking. attitude got problem but good looking.
4) heck. all portugal players are good looking, isn't it funny when they are on the same continent with swiss, england, france and they are so "dark" looking? the latters are too damn fair. those lads. tsk tsk.
5) crouch is one tall man. when i mean tall, i mean really really tall. why didnt he become a basketball player leh?
6) gerrard is cute. i think he should be the captain. beckham out!
7) speakin of beckham, affectionately known as baked ham, he has quitted as the captain of the team, hasn't he. aww. aiya cannot play, paiseh say paiseh la. his wife is a wag, a plastic wag. but then. all wags are filthy rich. -.-
8) lampard played a good game. i just love to repeat his name over and over again. weet weet.
9) ricardo was fab, swiftly saving 2 balls. good, i like.
10) the 1st half game was slow la, just kicking, defending, it's always the 2nd half that'd have gotten everybody's blood pumping. then, end of game, when nobody scored, morals low.. draggin to half time. and blood got pumped when it was time for penalty kick. tsk tsk. life is a rollercoaster.
11) I CAN'T BELIEVE I LOST ON THE ENGLAND VS PORTUGAL GAME. oh well, portugal didnt win and nobody scored 2 goals (hello, i gave england into scoring at least 1 goal).
12) heh, i won on the brazil vs france match. they got 1 goal in, doesnt matter who scored anyway. brazil odds damn low leh, how to win?!! win also not shiok right?! i didn't watch also because i overslept on my supposedly 1 hr scheduled nap between 2am to 3am. -_-"
13) yes yes, i admit i watch all the crucial matches because of gambling odds. eh, at least i dont focus entirely on the players' faces right. some are on their shorts. hahahaha, kidding. o.0
14) i need to sleep early today so i can wake up at 3 to watch the match. i'll probably sms some of you guys to catch up. BUT if u dont hear any sms from me, probably i'm somewhere on the field, watchin it live. in my dreams.
15) my mom dropped a certain bomb on me this morning. i'll probably take a back seat on it first and observe. and if it is set to detonate, good luck and good bye. dont worry, i know my manners and where i stand. absolutely.
r.e.m's losing my religion has never been so apt.
Saturday, July 01, 2006, 7/01/2006 06:14:00 PM
dear germany team 2006,congratulations on winning last night match with argentina.
however, you guys were not on form, everybody looked tired, the captain looked burned with a leg injury that is still not so cured, there were not enough players ard when it's near to the goal (be it defence or attack).
luck is on your side nevertheless.
BUT. because of that one goal that argentina scored first then draw between you 2, i lost my money. and almost my faith, and almost my hair because i was so tensed and excited tt i kept grabbin it. -_-"
argentina had very very very good defence though, and am i the only one who thought tt the players were very hands-on, chalkin up plenty of yellow cards. hey, but it created free kicks/penalties for you guys.
i wish a fight would break out, then it would create more publicity. ho ho. wad. there was almost one starting between Michael Ballack and i forgot the name(sorin? crespo? some long hair guy?)
anyhow, the whole of chijmes and i went wild with your celebration, cuz i saw a lot of red, black and yellow. wah wah.
based on tt little little faith i have, i'm still goin to support you and good luck with italy. i think you need plenty of it.
i still like my kahn.
love,
a germ supporter 2006
ps: please try to book a taxi early, best is before the game ends. because i took 1.5 hr to get a frigging cab and all cab companies' lines were engaged at 2am!!!!! i still could not believe it.
portugal. i hope to see u soon. and i don want to bet on brazil because the odds are so lowwwwwwwwwww... wah lau eh.
i'm a bit stoned right now cus of lack of sleep. -__-" pardon the whole entry k.