"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Sunday, January 30, 2005, 1/30/2005 06:21:00 PM
Did I Did I not mention that I bought my SCISSOR SISTERS cd?!!!! Oh yes I did. Scissor Sisters is good. Think happy gay surf indie alternative rock. Ahhhh my type..
New Year clothes, bag, shoes, checked, checked, checked. New flower plant on my ledge, checked. Did I tell u guys I actually felt my pupils going extremely wide when I see all assortment of plants and flowers at Chinese New Year fairs? They look so beautiful, all kinds of colours. It's just really amazing on how much colours can plants/flowers bring colour[pardon the pun] to you.
Just a while ago, I WANTED TO BURRRRRNNNN THE WHOLE SALON DOWN. Yes, I went there for a hair dye/highlight and it was blooooooorddddy noisy! Add 1 nosy customer who keeps complaining bout her not being V enough, 1 extreme nosy grandma who can't control her naughty grandkid and her mom can just stand aside not reprimanding the kid, 1 hairstylist who won't stop shouting while doin my hair, 1 salon owner who keeps assuring the 1 nosy customer that her hair's ok, 2 children of salon owner who refused to shut up and asked stupid questions all the day,knocked over glasses and finally ME who sat there absorbin all the din. Yes, I WANTED TO BURN THE SALON DOWN. *breathes*.
I will not think that CNY is overrated. In fact, it should be embraced with wide wide open arms. Unlike Christmas and New Year's eve, it's all being over hyped with no substantial thing. I like CNY, I can't wait for it to happen not to mention the loooooong holidays. Come on, you know you are looking forward, right? :B
How come nobody talks about spring cleaning? How come nobody sends Chinese New Year cards anymore? Speaking of which, I do send. It's a tradition of mine, it is!
I am suffering from blog freeze.
I am contemplating to get Best of No.1 Hits in the 90s. Ice ice baby
Tuesday, January 25, 2005, 1/25/2005 01:13:00 PM
Very cool, very real, very karate like heeeeeeeeeeeee yaaaaaaaaa! And like all Asians flick, not that I've seen a lot, heroes fight silently. Not like those angmoh flicks where you talk shit and fight shit.
This is real fighting you see on the screen. Real chops! Yes, I was pretty amazed. Thi is based on a true story that happened post WWII. Choi Bae-dal (1922-1994) was Korean and he lived in Japan where most racism takes place. You see Japanese looked down on Koreans, I should think that should PARTLY fuel Bae-dal's will to fight.
A quote from the movie : If you clench your fist, you can't hold anything, not the sky, not the earth. But if you unclench your fist, you can hold the world.
True, isnt it? The plot is simple where Bae-dal's master is killed in a mob fight by the yakuzas. He got mad, he fought back and he got thrown into jail. Thirst for revenge and determination, he lived in isolation and threw himself into reading Musashi Miyamoto's "Book of Five Rings" where he grew strong and stronger. He wasn't called the strongest man on earth [at that time] for nothing.
He broke a freaking stone into half. There were parts that were hilarious to watch like haha. The female lead looked beautiful, the male lead looked a bit like Stephen Chow mixed with Ekin Cheng leh. The bodies are absolutely beautiful..
No. of karate chops : 7 chops out of 10 karates
heeeeeee ya.
Sunday, January 23, 2005, 1/23/2005 04:41:00 PM
What a beautiful day outside, go on take a look out of your window on a Sunday at 4.45pm. Look at the clouds, observe the silver lining in them, try to figure out the tintness of blue in the sky. Wonderful isnt it?
NOT.
I dont feel beautiful and wonderful. I feel a massive headache coming up and my back's still slightly hurt. Do I need physiotherapy or what? Like fuck. I am not really glad how my life is churning out.
Just don't ask.
The older I grew, I realized I am pretty much content with just few people around me. Sufficient good friends to fall back on, family to trust and rely on. But then again, there are times I wish I have a bigger social circle so I could do something different, is there sense making out? I'm not being choosy, I am just being ... picky, and bitchy. I need to meet up with people whom I have been saying "Let's hang out one day" Never mind me, I keep on going on the same topic and beatin the whacked up bush. I need to refresh.
Is evolution good? I might be just doing that without realizing it myself. Gravity, do your wonders please.
*best advertisement voice*If you can't sleep in the wee hours in the morning, just
SURF FRIENDSTER! Yes, sadly I do. Like hehe. Reasons why surfing Friendster in the wee hours is good for you or bad, either way.
1) You'll get to spy on people, be it ex classmates, schoolmates anybody.
2) You'll get to compliment, criticise people on "aiyo why she look like that?" "what a slut" "wah so pretty ah the boyfriend so ugly" "so handsome the girlfriend so ugly" "huh, she/he got boyfriend/girlfriend ah [ then u laments on how shitty the other looks]"
3) Repeat steps 1 and 2. Forget testimonials, they are just there to either promote your clubbing experience or let them rant crap stuff.
I really want my scissor sisters cd
. I need to let my mom keep my ATM card, the amount is deteoriating at a ridiciously shit fuck rate. I need to swear. Living above a swimming pool is not good at all, in the early hours of morning like 8, yes I do consider it early, "wah daddy daddy look at me, quick swim with me" splash splash "let's compete, READY ONE 2 THREE" splash splash. Another alternative, hit, hit hit the stupid tennis ball. AHHHHHH.
I need to work at least a year before I could do anything remotely adult. Study? Drive? Dont need to worry about R.A stuff, I could do it this year where I will turn the holy matronly 21. Which I am speaking of, I am invited to Wayne's birthday party. Let's see, will he turn good? At least to me. Pictures from there? Maybe. Many people are invited, so I heard. -frowns-
Someone once say Cancerians like to talk about themselves. You know what, you are right. I love to talk about myself and bitch about others, it sure made me feel good. And this is all about me and what I feel like saying. You like reading, stay. You don't, have a great day, you worthless turd.
I have such raw hidden angst, god, PMS rocks my socks off.
This is really good.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005, 1/19/2005 08:54:00 PM
SO MANY ADS TO BOOK. LIKE CRAPPPPPPPPP
WHY CAN'T AGENCIES SEND THEIR BOOKINGS IN EARLIER?!!!!! WHY DO THEY WANT TO SQUEEZE SO MANY SPOTS IN A DAY WHEN AIR TIME IS SOOOO TIGHT.
I AM GOING HOME BECAUSE IT'S ALREADY 9PM and I am still in the office.
God, I am so in love with Chicken Fold-over, I could become the next SUPER SIZE ME. I am goin to watch the korea flick, Fighter in the Wind. like heeee ya
Sunday, January 16, 2005, 1/16/2005 01:37:00 AM
To satisfy my curiousity, I decided to check in to Habbo Hotel. It's so bloody amusing. But it gets bored after a while. It's MIRC updated with a pixelated version. You walk around like a Sim, people approach you to talk, to make friends. Think MIRC meets The Sims in a Singapore Pixelated Version. Seriously, do try this out of extreme boredom. People tend to give out msn emails freely for you to add, and of course like irc, no pretty people. Hello, SHALLOW. But really. At your risk then.. I am not playing already, fyi.
Retail Therapy is fun. Looking at guys is fun. I work, I go home, I work, I go home. So please understand that once I come out, I LOOK, LOOK, LOOK at eye candy till I am full. Someone told me, that if a single person is working and YET STILL SINGLE, she/he will feel very lonely. WHAT UTTER RUBBISH. I care about money and my possibilities to rise on a higher position. I am not looking for someone anymore. Goals: I want to learn how to drive and get a degree in Mass Communications. And probably get laid. HA-HA. KIDDIN. Wipe those looks off those faces, tsk tsk. Did I mention Beach Road has the hunkiest guys? I was tempted to buy an Air Force key tag.. heh, to satisfy myself. Cannot issit?
I havent buy my New Year clothes.. I am contemplating to go to Theme:Green this year. New Year is like playing shares, you either get very rich or very broke. Of course it all depends on the fluctuatility (word?!) of certain relatives/people/strangers. And how can I forget? They will be asking me the questiong of the year : "So why never ask your boyfriend come?" "I dont have one" "What?! Why?!"
Options to give back a stupid answer to a stupid question :
1) "Course I am lesbian and loving it"
2) "I am fat, horrible and ugly"
3) "All men that I want are gay"
4) "Why stop at having boyfriends when I am having sex every night?"
5) "Just no lah, what kind of stupid question u asking? What, I cannot be alone issit, I like being alone cannot ah. You got problem issit?"
If those answers dont frighten them, then I don't know what will. Love actually?
Happy Birthday SUZI!!!! Hitting the 21st 1st! No pun intended. Have fun ya!!! WOohoo!! The key to major freedom, think RA movies, more clubs, adult life. Heh
I want to watch Elektra, looks absolutely electrifying. On the good side of course. I am addicted to McDonald's Curly Fries!! Absolutely delicious!! Makes me wanna curl my toes and hair in delight!! I shouldnt be so perky at 1.13am, I think I am wacked.
I sprained my back, AGAIN. Like what the fuck. I can't really bend back and twist as much, shit I dont know why. I've seen a doctor and his medicine wasnt that strong cuz it's been a week since I went. So much for payin a small amount then the rest the company pays.
Hanging out with Serene is refreshing. This goes to show that 3 months of not hanging out can actually prove that sometimes a little away can make things better. Do I make sense? You get my drift ya. OoOh, I got promoted to Permanent! As in I was supposed to work on a year contract basis in my position, and now, they are making me a permanent part of them! I am going to book advertisements in all my life, like this is my rice bowl. God, how uh stimulating. NOT. Aye let's see how things go..
Dinner, Sarah! My treat!
Brad's single again. Hmmm
Tuesday, January 11, 2005, 1/11/2005 01:57:00 PM
I am riding on a mood based rollercoaster
it goes up
it comes down
never quite the same
this time of the month
where you bleed
where you shed
a thing for the ladies
i am pmsing terribly.
so please understand if i go and hide in my shell
or else u get hell.
thank you. *beep
Monday, January 03, 2005, 1/03/2005 09:22:00 PM
Foo Fighters - Times like These
I am a one way motorway
I'm the one that drives away
Then follows you back home
I am a street light shining
I'm a wild light blinding bright
Burning off alone
It's times like these you learn to live again
It's times like these you give and give again
It's times like these you learn to love again
It's times like these time and time again
I am a new day rising
I'm a brand new sky
To hang the stars upon tonight
I am a little divided
Do I stay or run away
And leave it all behind?
It's times like these you learn to live again
It's times like these you give and give again
It's times like these you learn to love again
It's times like these time and time again
1/03/2005 09:18:00 PM
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what?! no italian?
i should probably worry bout the world.