"trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother-fucker's reflection."
you can let the sun in
Six billion smaller worlds on the bigger one.
Shoe salesmen and short-order cooks who look boring from the outside
- some have weirder lives than you.
Six billion stories, every one an epic,
full of tragedy and triumph,
good and evil,
despair and hope.
You and me - we aren’t so special, bro.
you can say something
you can enrich your mind
Adeline
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
Alvin
Angeline
Cashew
Dogget
Dionnie
Faith
Ian
Janice
Jas Cheng
Jing
Kitty
Marcus A.C
Natasha
Skye
Spanky
Suzy
Yubo
ZhiQuan
you can read me again and again
you can thank them
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Thursday, June 28, 2007, 6/28/2007 10:16:00 AM
When I take a long time to finish,I am slow,
When my boss takes a long time,
he is thorough
When I don't do it,
I am lazy,
When my boss does not do it,
he is busy,
When I do something without being told,
I am trying to be smart,
When my boss does the same,
he takes the initiative,
When I please my boss,
I am apple polishing,
When my boss pleases his boss,
he is cooperating,
When I make a mistake,
you're an idiot.
When my boss makes a mistake,
he's only human.
When I am out of the office,
I am wandering around.
When my boss is out of the office,
he's on business.
When I am on a day off sick,
I am always sick.
When my boss is a day off sick,
he must be very ill.
When I apply for leave,
I must be going for an interview
When my boss applies for leave,
it's because he's overworked
When I do good,
my boss never remembers,
When I do wrong,
he never forgets.
welcome to _ _ _.
Monday, June 25, 2007, 6/25/2007 12:35:00 AM
today was one of those days that i realized that i still got a life and friends.and it was so good seeing syl,les and jing. i mean not all at once but just hanging out with them, talking, knowing that they are doing all right was just .... nice. like the warm fuzzy feeling that i know i still have friends.
i haven't done this in a while, in a very long while. it's good to touch base, very good.
people of the world, we should do this more often.
"when was the last time you ate with your family" - it's national family week. can i say like it was 2 weeks ago. wah lau eh. knn. this is bad.
i can't seem to shake the fucking virus off like i'm always sick, it's been consistent for the past 2 months, with me taking 3 days mc last mth and i don't want to take any this month leh. do you know we only have 7 days of leave and if we don't take any mc this year, we can get $500 incentive. so all my mc i treat it as leave. knnccb. not enough leave days left for the fucking year and then sick like fuck.
cheebye. sucks being sick.
jing. the buddy who never fails to go on an adventure trip with me all over, willing to treat a poor person because she has to pay a hefty price for her beauty. and is now going to dallas for 6 weeks (?!!!!!) for training and left my taiwan souveneir in her bag. but it's ok, she can always bring back a cowboy for me. have fun, and don't let the cattle bite.
save a horse, ride a cowboy.
zach, touch base homie.
feeling sick and emo, very good combo. don't look back in anger we all say.
Friday, June 22, 2007, 6/22/2007 12:41:00 AM
nowadays, i start every written sentence with "Hi [insert name], blah blah. Thank you very much"it's like perpetually everything with hi and thanks. emails, smses and msnes. i'm deep man, like way deep.
i haven't really got enough time to update because the moment i'm free, i just want to sleep and enjoy my own solitude. or rather sometimes, talk to my family. and my friends (if i still have them)
due to circumstances of work issues (i mean what's new), i finally let out tears of frustation. of course it was done privately, i mean of course whose boss would call like 11pm and complain about other artistes complain about us right and of course that day was like shit on a stick and i swallowed it whole. i mean OF COURSE.
so it's either i quit. or i quit complaining.
but i think right now it's more like fine, what's new. but i always find it curious that each time shit happens, i'll get pissed right off. where on earth did i get the strength to even feel that way.
this goes to show that i have too much angst and not much money left.
i know self pity will lead to self destruction but it's like this dark black hole, knowing that you're already on the ground, nothing can get much worse.
so it's either i quit or i quit complaining.
it's a vicious cycle.
Thursday, June 14, 2007, 6/14/2007 01:04:00 AM
when you were here beforecouldn't look you in the eye
you're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
i wish i was special
you're so fucking special
but i'm a creep
i'm a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here
i don't care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice
when i'm not around
you're so fucking special
i wish i was special
but i'm a creep
i'm a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here
she's running out the door
she's running out, she run, run, run, run, run
whatever makes you happy
whatever you want
you're so fucking special
i wish i was special
but i'm a creep
i'm a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here
i don't belong here
Sunday, June 10, 2007, 6/10/2007 12:41:00 AM
9th of june marks the day where i donated blood. a whole pack of 450ml of my precioussssss blood.
needles needles and more needles = blood blood and more blood.
IT'S DAMN FUN CAN.
my colleague told me that for each ml you donate, you'll lose 1 gram. so i lost 450 grams, only to offset it by eating ba ku teh later. i don't believe it anyway.
However, i want to complain. there was a post-donation card given and right in front post its slogan: THANK YOU FOR DONATING BLOOD, WE KNOW YOU'RE FEELING A GREAT SATISFACTION. SEE YOU AGAIN.
wtf?!!!!!!!!!!! don't need to be so pompous can. knn. who writes the stupid slogan anyway. i know how i feel, i don't need them to say it out loud.
i also can say - YOU HAVE MY BLOOD, SO WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN?
talk about right in your face karma.
NEA has this slogan - if they breed, you will bleed.
jasmine choo has this slogan about blood donation- if you bleed, they will benefit.
damn i'm good.
anyway if you are done with your blood donation, you can always give me a call because my office is 5 mins away. then we can talk about how fascinating it is. or if you want to go with me, you need to wait till 1 Sep cus that's when i'm allowed to donate then.
do they accept donation of fats?
and for all in ridiculous fun, look what I saw in a cubicle of the female toliet in IMM.
can someone teach me how to steal something from another cubicle?
shout-outs:
dogget!
zq!
br!
weicong!
aisha!
ian!